tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-115133072012-01-05T12:21:21.563-08:00Jasminenoreply@blogger.comBlogger761100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1165861049164861942006-12-11T02:17:00.000-08:002006-12-11T10:17:29.173-08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:180%;">I have moved to...<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">http://little-butterfly-world.blogspot.com/</span> </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116586104916486194?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1165340077869299242006-12-05T09:25:00.000-08:002006-12-05T10:00:09.986-08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">went to you tube and saw some jay chou's MTV...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">like the songs too...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">hahax...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">if u hab problem loading it try using internet explorer...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">if nt go to the link that i will provide u...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">enjoy~<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/xJLM0GLw52Y"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/xJLM0GLw52Y" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">dar this song it's our fav rite?... muackx!<br /><br />the link:<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJLM0GLw52Y<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/4-a5NWxqjkA"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/4-a5NWxqjkA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />the link:<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-a5NWxqjkA<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/vGPOeqDZBzM"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/vGPOeqDZBzM" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />the link:<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGPOeqDZBzM<br /><br />that's all~<br /><br /><br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Nbh8o0BIRcQ"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Nbh8o0BIRcQ" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />the link:<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nbh8o0BIRcQ<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ntvwnRmwXt0"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ntvwnRmwXt0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />the link:<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntvwnRmwXt0<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/sl6L-gF3voY"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/sl6L-gF3voY" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />the link:<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sl6L-gF3voY<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/j78yf4RCtqo"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/j78yf4RCtqo" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />the link:<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j78yf4RCtqo<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116534007786929924?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1165337243750602552006-12-05T07:52:00.000-08:002006-12-05T08:52:12.916-08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />elloz...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />today nth special...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />let's talk about two days ago that nite...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />ben and my dar kinda had a talk when iie log out...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />both of them were hurt badly...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />iie went to bed that nite...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />and had a nite mare...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />was it a vision dream?...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />iie dream that a gal was chase by smth...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then late two guys were quralling over smth...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then later iie saw the gal crying...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />after that iie saw smthing happen to one of the guy...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then all was in black n white...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />and then iie was a woke by ben n dar's sms...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />both of them sound sad...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then later i couldn't slp...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />somehow had a fear in miie...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then later tried slping while listening to mp3...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />but was a waken by a two know under my bed...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then iie started to feel scared...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />so iie decided to call dar dar...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />felt bad waking him up in the middle of the nite...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />but we end up talking all nite long untill morning 8 plus 9 plus...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />felt realli happi that nite...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br />muackx! lubb ya dar dar!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then later we went to slp nor...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />but wad worries miie is ben...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />he sms miie around 6 plus 7 plus...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />in the sms he told miie he went up there at 5am...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />after the talk with zhen hui, he felt realli depress...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />and he said he aren't feeling well...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">maybe it's his high blood presure....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">was realli worry....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then later iie meet dar dar so eat lunch at NP...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">after eatting we go walk walk a lit bit...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then da jie ask miie buy food...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then later er jie ask miie buy book for her...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">so ma fan... =="</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then later went home...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">dar dar came my house too...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">my er jie also home ofcoz...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then later we had our own time together nor...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">so happi that say too...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">and later iie forgot wad happen then dar dar blush till so cute....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">so kawaii~!!!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hao ai dar dar arz~!!!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">muackx!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then then dar dar went home at 8 plus 9 like that...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hao bu she de ta arz...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span><br /><h1 id="video_title">jay chou's MTV</h1><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/iaUzBnhYmg8"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/iaUzBnhYmg8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object><br /></span><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/iaUzBnhYmg8"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/iaUzBnhYmg8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Viewable in internet explorer</span><br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/iaUzBnhYmg8"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/iaUzBnhYmg8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116533724375060255?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1165155870101039012006-12-03T02:42:00.000-08:002006-12-03T10:43:10.006-08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">elloz...<br />today miie woke up at 11 plus...<br />sms dar dar morning msg...<br />then when dar dar wake up at 12 plus then he reply nor...<br />then today miie bring benjamin di go cut hair...<br />reach there around 2 like that then waited for 2 hour...<br />then nicole jie serve us...<br />coz she gotta make colour for 2 coutormer mahx...<br />so gotta wait lor...<br />but ani way...<br />miie sat there talking to ben for 2 whole hours too...<br />hahax...<br />then later cut liaoz ben hair darn style...<br />turn shuai le wor di~...<br />kekes...<br />well...<br />iie suddenly found that hair plays a very important part in ur looks...<br />differnt hair style suit differnt head shape of a person...<br />hmmm...<br />kinda intresting though...<br />lolx..<br />same gose to different shape of spects...<br />but iie better prefer i'm spectless...<br />coz last time naughty...<br />thought wearing spect looks nice...<br />but now regrets...lolx...<br /><br />back to topic...<br />ben cut liao look nice then nicole jie help him style more nice...<br />lolx...<br />then after that we took 800 to northpoint and bought sushi...<br />we sat below a block and eat....<br />there gt an uncle selling O-Ta so he bought and eat lor...<br />he seems like he l;ike hot chilly stuff...<br />bought alot sushi with chilly de...<br />evenm the O-Ta...lolx...<br />then later we went back northpoint walk walk lor...<br />hahax....<br />that's all le bahx...<br />then later ben send miie home then when under my blk my mum called...<br />she scolded miie for going out with a guy till so late...<br />lolx...<br />well...she knows it's a guy coz iie told her...<br />coz dun wanna lie to her mahx...<br />then later went home lor...<br />then later went out again and ate with mom...<br />then dunno why chit chat with my mom a while untill...<br />suddenly think of the past...<br />stupid idiot...<br />haiiz...<br />talk alot about KC today with ben too...<br />it's realli sad too...<br />thinking about the past...<br />haiiz...<br />and when though of yesterday...<br />haiiz...<br />mix feeling jui shi le narz...<br /><br />then after than dar dar sms say wanna talk to miie later about smth...<br />doesn't sound gd at all...<br />izzit a bad news?...<br />faint...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">10.24pm<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">backz...<br />miie and dar dar talk about stuff lor...<br />but dun tell eu...<br />bleahx...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">2.34am</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">*mix feelings*</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">aren't gd feelings...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">iloveyou...<br /><br /><a title="MySpace Icons" href="http://www.mynicespace.com/myspace-icons.html" target="_top"><img src="http://ic.myspacemate.com/31/3161.gif" alt="myspace icons" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></span></span> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116515587010103901?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1164982074833685262006-12-01T05:24:00.000-08:002006-12-01T06:07:54.903-08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />haiiz...<br /><br />today becoz of miie...<br /><br />miie n dar neber go out...<br /><br />coz miie wake up so late...<br /><br />miie last nite 5am slp mahx...<br /><br />stupid miie...<br /><br /><br /><br />so today became a normal boring day...<br /><br />wake up...<br /><br />use com...<br /><br />then chit chat with dar online...<br /><br />then found that my one friendster fren saw miie ytd on the MRT...<br /><br />when iie was on my way home with my mom at nite...<br /><br /><br /><br />then later called dar to chat...<br /><br />untill 4 plus going 5 then hung up eat my brunch..<br /><br />which is my breadfast lunch together...<br /><br />lolx...<br /><br />it was maggie noodle though...<br /><br />lolx...so later watch tv then later dar dar sms miie...<br /><br />then iie called him back...<br /><br />then chat till my mom came home nor...<br /><br />then later ate yoshinoya...<br /><br />then now blogging nor... nth much...<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><br />is there realli such thing as ever lasting?...<br /><br />will we ever last?...<br /><br />iie realli wanted to believe u so badly...<br /><br />but...<br /><br />somehow...<br /><br />the past stop miie from it...<br /><br />iie can't trust love ani more...<br /><br />not even feelings...<br /><br /></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span><a title="MySpace Icons" href="http://www.mynicespace.com/myspace-icons.html" target="_top"><img src="http://ic.myspacemate.com/30/3082.gif" alt="myspace icons" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116498207483368526?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1164907198683761652006-11-30T01:18:00.000-08:002006-11-30T09:19:58.763-08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Today is a fun day...<br />cp called miie up at 8.20 plus like that...<br />then later iie went back slp till 9 plus the wake up...<br />then called cc to make sure she's a wake...<br />then later go prepare myself lor...<br />by the time iie finish bathing, cc already reach my house...<br />iie open then door for her and let her in...<br />when she came in my dog kept barking so iie ask her go my room first...<br />iie had already pack and prepare shirts for cc to wear le...<br />when i got to the room, iie ask cc choose a singlet and pei with jaket...<br />at first she dun want de...<br />but iie kept persuding her till she say okay nor...<br />hahax...<br />then later she wear liao hor...<br />pee-o-pee!<br />sexy lady~<br />kekes...<br />hahax... then later we left and arrived at cp house...<br />cp that turtle havent came home from hui yi house..<br />tie a ribbon for hui yi nid 1hr one...<br />so li hai...10 min move 1cm izzit?...<br />lolx...<br />hai we stand outside her door feed mosqitoe...<br />so decided to go down to the bus stop n sit...<br />then later dar dar reach cp house also le...<br />then cp at the same time reach her house with hui yii...<br />then miie,dar and cc walk up back look for them lor...<br />then later iie notice dar dar hand so many injures...<br />heart so pain....<br />work so hard... xin hao tong...<br />coz he told miie he work liaoz,get paied then the first thing is..<br />buy ring...<br />then then rest bring miie go play...<br />and buy stuff for miie...<br />miie so gan dong...<br />dar dar dui wo so hao...<br />work so hard...<br />xin zhen de hao tong... >.<<br />sobz...<br />then later miie help cc,cp,and huiyii strighten their hair...<br />hand darn tired sia...<br />hahax...<br />but fun narz...<br />kekes...<br />then later we go MRT station wait for my er jie for the MRT card...<br />wait kinda long...<br />then when taken my card,we set off for cause way...<br />gonna meet cc gan di...<br />hahax...<br />then when reach, miie n dar go meet my mom...<br />then cc n hui yii go meet cc di...<br />then cp stomach pain go lao sai...lolx...<br />then later when iie chat with my for about 3mins le then go back find dar dar...<br />who is hiding behine a pillar...hahax...<br />coz my mom will angry if she knows iie with him...<br />so bo bian...<br />then later call cc till siao then she caled back...<br />then met up with her again...<br />so her di... ma chiam 3 years older than us when he's acturaly sec1...<br />so tall...lolx... wear kinda former and punk...lolx...<br />then his name call wad harz... assray bahx... dunno wad shit narz...<br />then he's so quiet...<br />juz like the first time miie met dar like that...<br />then today dar never sleep still so energise~<br />talk talk alot...hahax...<br />first time see dar dar talk so much...<br />but also nt bad....coz dar bewi cute...kekes...<br />then later went to floor 5 eat...<br />actrualy everyone dun wanna eat...<br />in the end... everyone end up eatting...<br />wahkakaka....aren't that great?...<br />then the assray is a mix of ah mo and chiness...<br />no wonder lahx...<br />he onli speaks english....<br />talk to him chiness like talking to a dummy...<br />lolx...but bewi cute lahx...<br />coz got one part dar dar dunno say wad to suan them...<br />then dar ask assray "aren't that rite?"<br />then assray say yeah...lolx... that was cute...<br />you all should have been there....hahax...<br />then later as we talk...<br />the ice man starts to melt...<br />and slowly...he starts to talk more...<br />well...that's good... we kept laughting though...<br />coz dar dar are kinda a joker...<br />so cute~...kekes...muackx dar dar~!!!<br />then later went in timezone....<br />assray as dar dar wad to do...<br />dar dar ask miie...<br />then iie say if cheng chin want assray can catch the doll for cheng chin...<br />but know it's imposible...hahax...<br />then later iie teach him easier de...<br />catch sweets lor...<br />hahax...kekes...<br />in the end...<br />forgot wad happen then cc pulled miie away and we walk around out of time zone...<br />then on the way out iie kana step by one staff there on my right foot...<br />kinda pain... but guess it's okay...^ ^<br />then later we decided to go bishan...<br />when reach MRT station,we observe the mrt board on the word called...<br />'BISHAN'...hahax...<br />assray called it shan when cp called it "Bi Shan"[chiness]<br />then iie suddenly laught as it sounds like 'bi sai'...lolx...<br />then everone starts giggling...^ ^<br />then later on MRT we two pair of couples darn loving...<br />kekes...<br />see cc n assray haven even stead already so loving...<br />makes miie feel like being more loving with dar...lolx...<br />cp stop and yishun and went home...<br />while we continew down to bishan...<br />then cc n assray today pre-stead nia...<br />tml then real one...hahax...<br />then both couples will have same anniversary le~<br />yay!!! ^ ^<br />then later reach bishan then we walk walk lor...<br />then later reach mini toon then cc saw a sticker she likes then assray bought it gib her...<br />lolx... accturaly she dun wanna accept...<br />then iie teach assray juz put it in her bag...<br />since her bag never zip...<br />so it's fated to be given to her...<br />hahax...<br />after that, cc,hui yi and ass ray felt thirsty...<br />then we go food court buy drink nor...<br />miie n dar dun nid coz we got a bottle of lemon tea can share~<br />kekes...<br />then later iie forgot wad happen then miie and dar dar play play bu li each other...<br />then later cc and hui yii also become never li them...<br />so we went to sit at the next table...<br />then later dunno why the guys suddenly whisper somethings...<br />then neber mind lor...hahax...<br />then we stood up and ran away to popular...<br />we 3 gals hid there.. untill dunno why they manage to found us after 5 mins or so...<br />hahax... li hai hor?...<br />muackx! dar dar so li hai...kekes...<br />then acturaly still wanna play bu li ta...<br />but he suddenly gave miie a sad face which torn thought my heart...<br />then he say "ni bu shi shou bu hui li kai wo de..."<br />then heart more more pain...<br />then went to wanna hug him..<br />he kinda push miie away a lit...<br />then iie force my way to him and hug him...<br />then say "dui bu qi narz... wo wan wan er yii...bu yao sad le..."<br />then the feeling of the force that he's pushine miie gone...<br />then he hug back nor...<br />then iie kiss him on the lips and then smiled...<br />then we continew walk lor...<br />Oh! and cc told miie she scared of assray as he kiss her on the neck...<br />lolx...<br />to miie it's okay bahx...<br />if we together for about 1 week or so le..<br />then it's kinda okay...<br />but stright away...<br />first impression...>.< OMG!<br />lolx...cc yao xiao xin yoz~<br />lolx...<br />then later cc gotta go home...<br />assray acturaly wanna go take neo...<br />but cc dun wan...<br />so too bad...<br />maybe next time~...<br />then we all sat MRT...<br />they all left at yishun and iie continew down to woodland to meet my mom...<br />lolx... met with my mom and vandalise her pencilbox...<br />gib miie draw untill like shit...<br />lolx...<br />then later we went up and bought....<br />>.< sorry to say this but we boguth bra...<br />lolx...<br />kay lahx... dun say le...<br />later u GUYS all DM...lolx...<br />then later go eat eat then went bough hair clip...<br />one acturaly coz $6.10... ex man...lolx...<br />then after that mom become lit baby...<br />she go buy a doggy pillow...<br />hahax...<br />acturaly wanted to buy a mhee mhee that coz 9.90...<br />mommy say later dirty easy...<br />so sad...the nvm lor...hope the mhee mhee gets a better home...<br />so big and round and nice to hug... >.<<br />but too bad... can't hab...<br />then after thar came home...<br />watch tv and now starts blogging...<br />ahven even sweep and mop the floor for my mom...<br />i'm totaly exhasted...<br />>.<<br />now gonna bath le lahx... then go sweep and mop le...<br />siianz...<br />ke lian de wo....<br /><br /><br />tml will be miie n dar first month le...<br />can't wait till tml...<br />tml we'll be going out...<br />plans are nt so clear yet...<br />but he said we'll go buy sushi then go yishun park eat...<br />hahax...<br />dar dar so sha~ muackx!<br />then later dunno where we'll be going...<br />hope it dosen't turn our terrible...<br />and hope we'll enjoy ourself as much as today...<br />>.<<br />and and tml miie and him gonna take photo together~...<br />better hope iie look good tml...<br />but i am onli allow to wear pola T and shorts...<br />coz gonna play swing tml...kekes...<br />let's hope it dosen't rain tml...<br />but mostly guess it will...<br />coz today neber rain...<br />let's hope we'll hab fun then...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">YAY! PAST 12AM LE!<br />MIIE N DAR 1ST MONTH!<br />AND CC AND MEI FU 1ST DAY!<br />WOOHOO!<br /></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">._uoyevoli_.<br /><br />YiBeiZiZhiXiangGenNiYiQiZouXiaQue...<br />DanShi...<br />KeNengMah?...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">the fear of leaving always exsist within miie...<br />if it's nt today...<br />will it be tml?..<br />if it's nt tml...<br />will it be the next tml then?...<br />it's always...<br />so painful...<br />unbearable pain living within...<br />even under a cheerful smile...<br />it never leaves miie...<br />it has always been there...<br />the fear...<br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116490719868376165?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1164734602127902142006-11-28T01:23:00.000-08:002006-11-28T09:23:22.226-08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">elloz...<br />today neax...<br />at home blogging about kl...<br />then now blogging again...<br />hahax...<br />miie like nth better to do...<br />dar dar went job interview and is successful!!!<br />woo hoo~!!!<br />kekes...<br />then later he came my home...<br />acturaly wanna play PS2 de...<br />but the game cannot play so suan...<br />then later we go meet cheng chin and cp at hill top...<br />cc wanna go running...<br />cp will pei cc run run lor....<br />then miie n dar dar walk walk...<br />but somehow...<br />can't help feeling a little sad....<br />coz hill top bings back sad pass...<br />and... it's painful...<br />haiiz...<br />but with dar dar ofcoz feel better....<br />then we walk walk...<br />then talk talk...<br />then later all chit chat together...<br />hahax...<br />then later going down the hill de shi hou lost my handphone strap...<br />then cp and cheng chin help miie look for it back...<br />when cp found it she shout...<br />"wo zao dao le! shi wo zao dao de! wo zao dao liao!!!!"<br />so lound man!<br />si bei pai sea...<br />but feel realli happi at the same time...<br />coz one of the handphone strap is my mommy buy de...<br />at vivo de shi hou...<br />she bought at $10 plus de...<br />so kinda tresure it...<br /><br />then later walk walk walk...<br />then relise my leg bewi pain...<br />then notice the shoe is hurting my leg...<br /><br />then later go meet my mom for dinner...<br />was realli bu she de de li kai dar dar...<br />then later called my mom...<br />then she said that she's still working...<br />she'll be reaching yishun late...<br />so went back find dar dar...<br />but he's gone...<br />then thought he'll be at the bus stop...<br />then went back the road...<br />then wad a coincident...<br />saw him by the triffic lights...<br />then so iie walk behind him and say "BOO"<br />he heard but didn't react to miie...<br />he muz have tot i'm other ppl....<br />then iie called out "wei! dar dar~"<br />then he turn back and look realli stund...<br />he said "a??? why are u here?"<br />then iie told him wad my mom had said...<br />then we walk to a place and sat down...<br />we chit chat for a while...<br />then when my mom called we walk back near to NP...<br />then iie told him i scared my mom come out saw us...<br />so iie walk infront he walk behind....<br />felt realli sad though...<br />then later meet my mom at food court then eat lor...<br />tt's all le bahx...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">Bad memories kept floating back...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">Dunno for wad reson...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">Why did it even come back...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">Is is another test or smth?...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">stupid fate...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">iie hate being fated...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">but that's the way life if...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">guess even if iie hate it...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">iie still hab to live on...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">as wad fate has for miie...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">let juz live on...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">LubbDarDarZhenHuiLaoGongWangZiYiBeiZi!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">MUACKX!</span></span><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116473460212790214?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1164688219538932172006-11-27T19:34:00.000-08:002006-11-28T10:07:48.866-08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br />elloz~<br /><br />let's talk about my trip to KL today~...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Miie the day before the trip de nite...<br />which is 23 nov de nite and 24 nov de morning...<br />iie neber sleep...then iie chit chat with dar dar the whole nite~<br />that nite we had our ROM...hahax...<br />which means registeration of marriged!!!<br />kekes... was a happi nice that day...<br />then iie stayed up till 6.30 in the morning...<br />then called dar dar....<br />but later hang up the phone nia iie fall a slp...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">untill 7am my mom wake miie up...<br />then iie woke up and go prepare myself...<br />was almost late for the meet up time with my aunt...<br />was suppose to meet at 8.30...<br />we met up at 8.40 in the end...<br />on the way to harbour front,<br />my mom keep nagging and nagging....<br />so bie tahan...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">then reach liaoz almost lost our way...<br />si bei siianz...<br />when we got up the bus, we went to the below and sat there...<br />the first impression of miie is...<br />"Wah! our sitting place so big...<br />like high class man!"<br />still got tv and table and the sits are so comfortable...<br />lolx...on the trip iie talk talk talk untill reach malaysia...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">then iie rest of the trip sleeping while listening to 白色风车 by jay chou....<br />the song realli bewi nice....<br />then when iie reach we got of...<br />get off the bus le we then took a taxi to mid vally...<br />there also got northpoint and centrel point de...<br />hahax....<br />then when we got off my mom gave the money to the taxi driver and ask him keep the changes...<br />so kan kai wor....<br />lolx...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">then later realise we go off the wrong side...<br />so walk in and all the way to citi tell hotel...<br />when we got our hotel keys, we went to the room 1003...<br />while my aunt went to the room 1035...<br />so frar apart man...<br />then miie n my mom and er jie share a bed and a bed room...<br />then we unpack pur stuff and went out shopping...<br />bought quite a number of shirts though...<br />and we also bought some monhokuro boo stuff to see online...<br />coz now monokuro boo is getting hot in singapore...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">then at there also ate a food called 'bing tang hu lu'<br />it's a strawberry covered with melted sugar...<br />but it's a special type of sugar that iie will not tell you as iie am gonna make the food and sell it online too~<br />wakakakaka....<br />it's realli tasty!!!<br />then shop shop shop till we tired then went back hotel....<br />on the way back, miie n my mom qurall...<br />juz becoz of a small matter...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">stupid man...<br />then went back hotel...<br />my mom say hen guo fen de things...<br />then iie cried for 2 hours...<br />dunno why tears never dried up....<br />lolx...<br />iie kept thinking that why muz miie n my always qurall?....<br />why can't iie juz keep everyone around miie happi...<br />why the more iie wanna make them happi...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">the more mistake iie make...<br />and the more iie wanna be myself...<br />the more bad things happi...<br />am iie such an unlucky child?...<br />if iie could change...<br />iie wanna change myself and make everyone wround miie happi...<br />haiiz...<br />then later mom go sleep,er jie go sleep...<br />so iie go change n go sleep....<br />woke up de shi hou...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">everythings alrite le...<br />then went toilet brush teeth then suddenly thing of a zhen yu...<br />"jia ren mei you ge yea zou"<br />hahax...<br />then we went to time spuare...<br />we went shopping while my aunt,uncle and cousins go play games...<br />realli wanna go in too...<br />but no one dare to play the games inside...<br />even my er jie...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">siianz....<br />so in the end we shop shop shop...<br />bought fan ban PS2 games and shows alot...<br />hahax...<br />crazy rite?...<br />then later buy cloths again...<br />then later eat a tofu rich...<br />so nice to eat~<br />yummy!!!<br />then soon we went back to hotel....</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">then pack all the fan ban in the shirt we bought...<br />then put in back in the plastic...<br />then put in our luggages...<br />hahax...<br />then the next day we check out...<br />and then went for a shor shopping....<br />then later 2.40 like that...<br />we took taxi down to coruse hotel as our bus will be there...<br />got in a big jam but still we manage to reach there on time..</span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">.<br />but still the bus havent come...<br />so in the end we waited a while then it came...<br />got up and the bus assitance dun let us go down to the high class sit...<br />stupid man....<br />then got another stupid aunty say "i want to go there"<br />then he let...<br />stupid man!!!<br />idiot...<br />so in the end we squeeze in such small place...<br />hardly ani place to put my leg...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">so squeezy....<br />humph!<br />then on the bus they on show on the tv...<br />then we watch till we reach lor...<br />haiiz... siianz... that's all le bahx...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">wo men yi qi zou xia que sha sha de ai dui fang hao mahz?</span></span></span><br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br />wo hao xiang ni de:</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">sha sha de siao rong...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">sha sha de shen ying...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">sha sha de bao ze wo de shi hou...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">sha sha de zai yii qii...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">yong yuan yi qi sha sha de huo xia que...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hao mah?...<br /><br /></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">wo ai ni...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116468821953893217?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1164684627510719082006-11-23T01:15:00.000-08:002006-11-28T10:06:35.433-08:00<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Today issh such a perfact day...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">miie had such gr eat time with dar dar...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />Dar dar came my house...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">Acturaly wanna go yishun park play swing...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">but in the end neber...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">coz rain...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then dar dar come nor...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">but he havent reach then my er jie came home...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">with her dar...<br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">lucky got them... if nt wo hui pa pa...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then later dar dar reach my house door he called miie...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then iie open the door...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">he came in...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">at first he see miie update my shop de items...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then wo hen pa he sian marz...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />so ask him help miie update...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">never knew seeing ppl update realli so siianz...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">but iie siianz better than he siianz...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />he's my guest mah...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />make him occupied is good...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">hahax...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />he so li hai help miie update till nice nice~</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then later kinda tired... so iie lie on his shoudle...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"></span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then later dunno why... so tired...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then suddenly thought he pillow then hug him...>.<</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">he so nice to hug....kekes...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then later he hug miie back nor...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />wah~<br />like in dream land...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">but dunno why...<br />my heart beats differnly like before...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">even differnt from when i hug my ex...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">it's... weird...but nice...</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then he make miie feel...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">so...protected...so being loved...<br />and so...dunno narz...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then iie addited to hugging him...hahax...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then soon we flew into our own world...</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">kekes... feel so happi together...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />like at clound nine~...kekes...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />then tt's the day he gave his FIRST KISS to miie!!!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">wakakaka...kekes...<br />evil hor...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">that's good...<br />so he won't run...<br />dun let him go le~</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />wakakaka....</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">kekes...<br />then tt's the end of my story...<br />hahax...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">bleahx... realli no more</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> le lahx...<br />no nid continew read le...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />no more le lahx....</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />okay lahx... still got...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">then later he leaving de shi hou wo hen bu she de lor...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />hahax... tt's all...<br />kekes...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />oh!<br />and iie addited to his kiss also nor~....</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br />wakakaka....</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">no more... bleahx!</span><br /></div><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br />:::Tyco de Baixue:::</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">:::WangZi de GongZu:::</span> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">:::DarDar de DearDear:::</span> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">:::LaoGong de LaoPo:::</span> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">:::ZhenHui de ShuWei:::</span> </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">wo men sha sha de ai,</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> sha sha de siao rong,</span> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> sha sha de shi guang...</span> </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Yuan wo men yong yuan sha sha de zai yii qi!</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Ai ni yoz!</span></span><br /></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /></span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116468462751071908?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1164132479380592702006-11-21T02:00:00.000-08:002006-11-21T10:07:59.456-08:00<strong>Today was kinda bored...</strong><br /><strong>Yester day went out with PDP sister again....</strong><br /><strong>Cp told miie the reson why they dun realli like miie...</strong><br /><strong>it's becoz the way i dress...</strong><br /><strong>sianz...haiiz...hurt man...</strong><br /><strong>was juz wearing wadever i feel coftable in wad...</strong><br /><strong>but ani way...suan le...</strong><br /><strong>i'll try to change bahx...</strong><br /><strong>if nt i go be parimid the ancient mummy~</strong><br /><strong>wrap with toilet roll?...lolx</strong><br /><strong>then heard a tearible news from cc...</strong><br /><strong>she say huii yii always complain to cc hw un organise we are when we go out....</strong><br /><strong>so sianz man...at the same time so hurt....</strong><br /><strong>coz i'm a person who likes being LOVED...</strong><br /><strong>and there goes...everyone in pdp dun realli likes miie....</strong><br /><strong>juz becoz the way i dress....</strong><br /><strong>haiiz....sad sad....</strong><br /><strong>Ate stew chicken rice ytd and drank 2 bottle of cokes....</strong><br /><strong>Reach home nia fall aslp then wake up go toilet....</strong><br /><strong>become water fall...lolx..2 bottle of coke nea...</strong><br /><strong>cannot imagine...=="</strong><br /><strong>er xin er xin~...>.<</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>then the day before that i and my er jie open a online shop...</strong><br /><strong>do visit it though... </strong><a href="http://www.littletinkies.blogspot.com"><strong>www.littletinkies.blogspot.com</strong></a><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>then today leh...nth to do...coz all stocks are up...</strong><br /><strong>and all updates too...</strong><br /><strong>now so care free...</strong><br /><strong>suddenly nt use to it...</strong><br /><strong>like being busy though....</strong><br /><strong>dunno why...</strong><br /><strong>hahax...</strong><br /><strong>today go Np bought stickers...hahax...</strong><br /><strong>miie childish neax...>.<</strong><br /><strong>but cute mahx...</strong><br /><strong>fall in love with cute sticker again le...</strong><br /><strong>when small love it too...hahax...</strong><br /><strong>then spent $7.70 on stickers today....</strong><br /><strong>ytd spent $3.90 on stickers...</strong><br /><strong>so total is spent $11.60 on stickers within 2 days....</strong><br /><strong>hahax....</strong><br /><strong>crazy rite?...</strong><br /><strong>then came home and huii yii n cp come my house...</strong><br /><strong>they play with the hamster nor....</strong><br /><strong>then cp saw my museli cut hair like so surprise...</strong><br /><strong>she carry him and laught and laugh and laught saying...</strong><br /><strong>"museli u cut hair already!!! so cute!!! ahahahah!!!!"</strong><br /><strong>carzy man....=.="</strong><br /><strong>then later they go home i went ah ma house...</strong><br /><strong>take food dishes....</strong><br /><strong>she cook too much mahx....</strong><br /><strong>then call miie go bring home...</strong><br /><strong>even though my mom cook le...</strong><br /><strong>them become so much food...</strong><br /><strong>maybe growing fat soon...hahax...</strong><br /><strong>but imposible lahx...</strong><br /><strong>coz now a days eat bewi little...</strong><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;"><strong>Wo ai wo de bai ma wang zi...</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;">which is my lao gong~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;">who is my dar dar~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;">and is my dearest bao biie zhen hui~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;">wo ai ni yoz!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#9999ff;">yi bei zi ti bei zi~ dou hui~</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116413247938059270?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1163526290657873032006-11-14T09:37:00.000-08:002006-11-14T09:44:50.660-08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:180%;">The scrolling might have some prob...<br />There will be max 7 entries to read...<br /></span></span><br />13 Nov 2006 [the entry i miss]<br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br />Today for some reson, i woke up at 7.35am...<br />Can't pull myself to sleep back...<br />So instead...i woke up...<br />i brush my teeth,drink water,and on the com...<br />hmmm....was realli bored....<br />nth much to do...<br />iie juz surf surf internet....<br />hmmm...chit chat here....<br />chit chat there....<br />then suddenly~!...<br />ta da!...<br />Cp sms miie....<br />She asked if i wanna go out eat breadfast mahx....<br />then iie say okay...<br />so i tell my mom i going out....<br />then i took $10 out and meet cp at NP....<br />i bought 16 sushi with 3 dao pok sushi....<br />ate all untill i bewi bao bao~....<br />fat fat stomach...<br />then later we miie cheng chin...<br />then we go walk walk nor...<br />then later we follow cheng chin to TimeZone wait for her daddy...<br />then later acturaly wanna go my house see hamster...<br />but....<br />iie meeting my mom go vivo....<br />juz reach my house nia my mum right on time wanna go out meet miie...<br />so bo bian...cannot go see hamster le nor...<br />So went vivo with my mom...<br />ate spagetie,drink soya bean,bought chocolate from Candy Empaier...<br />then bough 2 neacklase,one handphone chain,two shirts,one jeans...<br />and ofcoz nt to forget a Monokuro Boo Watch...hahax<br />so that's about it....<br />there suddenly alot of things to see le...<br />that time first time open dun hab ani thing at all....<br />all adults cloths then...now alot alot....<br />then by the time i reach home bewi tired le....<br />so online a while...talk talk with my dar dar Zhen Hui...<br />then do mask....then go sleep nor...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">14 Nov 2006 [today's entry]<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">elloz....today i sleep untill bewi bewi late wor.....<br />i 3pm then wake up...>.<<br />Pig rite?...hahax...<br />then cp at 4pm plus com my house...<br />she brought porrich that her mom cook de along...<br />then we ate it together....<br />she come by and look at the hamster too....<br />then later i go meet my mom...<br />thenlater dunno hw n why then we qurall...<br />then alot alot things lah...messy messy....<br />then later got back... use com...<br />then apolegise to my mom....<br />then go bath.... then...online again....<br />then later suddenly KimChuan log in DongWen msn acc....<br />then say...<br />"since you block miie then forget miie" iie was realli stund....<br />coz he so long never online i tot he block n delete miie also....<br />so iie....so iie did the same as i tot he did.....<br />n now he come lyk tt....wo yea...haiiz...bie ti le.... </span></span></span><br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116352629065787303?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1162895055933136462006-11-07T01:38:00.000-08:002006-11-07T02:24:16.016-08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/miie%20again%20mah...ugly.jpg"></a><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>Elloz da jia~</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Hmmm....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Got a gd new to tell u all bahx....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Miie gt a stead le~...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hmmm....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">to some of u guys might be bad news....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">But...to miie...it's half half....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hahax....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">He's realli nice and kind to miie...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and i realli love him alot alot....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i might even try to die if he leaves miie...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">But...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">one day cp came and told miie...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">am i sure i wanna </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">becoz our age now it's no suitable for steady....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and...for our age now...it might nt be realli ture love...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">u might think it's real now but in the furture....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it'll be a different story....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haiiz....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">then i told her...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i understand...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but i dunno...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haiiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i won't leave dar dar de lah~....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but if he leaves miie...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i'll let him go...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">wad ever meant to be together will be together...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and wad ever muz be a passing wind...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">will be one....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haiiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">let's juz stay happi...^ ^</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">XiaoWangZi</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">And</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">XiaoGongZu...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">foreva together!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">MuAcKz!</span></strong><br /><br /><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/200/promised.jpg" border="0" /></p><p></p><p><span style="color:#66ffff;"><strong>Wo Hui Yii Zi Ai Ni...</strong></span></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Ai Dao Wo Men Fen Kai De Nar Yii Miao...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Ai Ni Ai Dao Ni De Dao Xing Fu Wei Zi...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Wo Zhen De Hao Xiao Gao Su Ni...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Wo Zhen De Hao Ai Ni....</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Qing Her Wo Yong Yuan Zai Yii Qii...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Hao Mah?...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/miie%20again%20mah...ugly.0.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 155px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 114px" height="114" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/miie%20again%20mah...ugly.0.jpg" width="160" border="0" /></a> </span></strong></p><p><span style="color:#66ffff;"><strong> <span style="color:#ff99ff;">XiaoGongZu -("v')-<span style="font-size:180%;">Ai</span><span style="font-size:100%;">-('v")- XiaoWangZi</span></span> </strong></span></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"> <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/xiao%20wang%20zi.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 119px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 151px" height="131" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/xiao%20wang%20zi.jpg" width="155" border="0" /></a></span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></strong> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116289505593313646?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1162320997449515632006-10-31T10:35:00.000-08:002006-10-31T10:56:37.543-08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Yesterday was a fun day...<br />i went to chew ping house at 8 plus in the morning...<br />we went cycling after that...<br />was expecting to hab the feel of the cool breeze at<br />LOWER SALITA RESORVOR...<br />but it turns out windless...=="<br />Wasted our time riding there....<br />After that we ride back to cp house...<br />She is darn strong man...<br />she can bring 2 bicycle,one big one small...<br />up to her 4th floor house...<br />li hai bahx...<br />then later we watch a little of helen the baby fox...<br />the fox so cute and ker lian...<br />cannot see,cannot heard and cannot talk...so sad....<br />then the rest never realli go see...<br />all thanks to chew ping lahx...=P<br /><br />After that i went back to school...<br />meet cheng chin and huii yii....<br />huii yii darn chio sia...<br />never see her so chio be4...<br />then go see which class i going to next year...<br />heng i'll be in different class as kim chuan....<br />wouldn't wanna see him ani way...<br />And one good news...<br />I'LL BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS CHEW PING!<br />WOO HOO!...<br />so happi sia....<br /><br />After that we went to cc home wait for cc change into<br />gai gai shirt...<br />then we go chew ping house wair for her change gai gai shirt...<br />then go my haouse change into nicer gai gai shirt...<br />acturally wanna wear skirt...<br />but all wear pants later i odd...sobx...<br />then later we go causeway point gai gai....<br />i go find my mom take money then go Mac eat...<br />Cc,Cp n miie all eat nugget accept huii yii eat hambugure....<br />Then later i meet up with tyco[zhen hui] kor kor....<br />Pass him the O levels Physic book...<br />At first he cannot see miie...<br />coz i sitting at the conner...<br />then later i told him where am i...<br />i saw him then i think he saw miie too...<br />then i was on the phone with him...<br />i told him..."i think i saw u already"<br />then he says..."got mea?"<br />dunno is jia jia de or wad...hahax...<br />then he fainnaly come over to miie this side...then i pass him the book...<br />it's been 2 year plus since i last saw him...<br />2 years ago he was like a little boi...<br />still young...and small in size...timid and shy...<br />2 years later he was like a big kor kor...<br />hamsome...and tall...but still...he's shy...but so cute~<br />then see him sit alone beside us the another table...<br />so went to bought a Mid coke for him...<br />didn't know it'll end up so big...<br />then later i ate nugget then left two ask him finish for miie<br />coz wo pa ta hungry...<br />he's my guess for today...<br /><br />He walk about the shopping mall with us...<br />always behind us...<br />i'm realli scared that he's lonely or bored...<br />so i'll always turn back and look at him...<br />juz to gib him a quick look and a quick smile...<br />so that to tell him i care....<br />Then later cp bought a invisible pen...<br />juz to make sure tyco kor kor won't get bored...<br />i land from cp the pen and walk up to him....<br />i took his right arm and wrote "E.L.L.O.Z"<br />which spells...elloz....<br />i shine the blue light on to the place where i written the words<br />which revale wad i've written...<br />i look up to him and smile...<br />and then turn back...<br />they all running away..wanting to leave miie alone...<br />sobz...so bad...<br />then lucky catch up with them...<br />then walk into a stall then i somehow make drop something...<br />then spoil liao...arrr..so bu xiao xin...>.<<br />dui bu qi~!!! >_<<br />then my frenz took it and ask the casher if it's realli spoil...<br />the casher say yes..so i pay for it...<br />so dui bu qi lah~~~<br />then coz i pay mah...<br />cp wanna pay de...<br />but i dun let...coz i mak spoil de...<br />then she want gib miie the money...<br />say if i dun take i dun call her mei...<br />but it's realli my fault mahx...<br />atleast let miie pay...<br />sobx...<br />then i told her...<br />i rather not call u mei then take ur money...<br />then she say u sure?..<br />i say yes...<br />then she say okay lor...<br />then walked a way...<br />was realli sad enough...but then went after her...<br />she walk till i lost her...<br />then my frenz found her...<br />one thing that i knew is that tyco kor kor is always behind miie...<br />never leaving miie alone...<br />then later i some hw like qurall a lit with cp...<br />then tyco kor kor come and say "dun qurall le...later he treat us take neoprint"<br />hahax...cute bahx...<br />was some hw a lit giggling le...<br />then ren zu....<br />he's so cute and so kind hor...>_<<br />then later i somehow okay with cp le....<br />then i hug her and cried...<br /><br />After that we went walk walk lor...<br />walk to the shop More Than Words...<br />buy the donkey which i dunno hw to spell the name...<br />that cc like de...<br />then went to take neoprint...<br />ofcoz we pay ourself...<br />i wouldn't want him to pay<br />first time only got PDP sistarz...<br />the secon time is tyco come back from buying his fren birthday present....<br />then i asked him if he could join us...<br />and under my 'chen ken' he fainaly agree~...<br />yeah!...then we took it and then decorate it...<br />hehe...i put rabbit ear at his head...so kawaii...<br />hahax...then later we went to timezone...<br />cp n huii yii play the basket ball thingy...<br />huii yii win sia...<br />then later tyco play with huii yii...huii yii also win..>.<<br />li hai wor...<br />then late miie n huii yii vs cp....<br />cp win...30+ point leh!...<br />we only 10+...<br />sobx...never mind bahx...<br />then later went back to floor 1...<br />find my mother...<br />we will be going different way as tyco kor kor...<br />so we ask him to go home first...<br /><br />then went to my mum working area n take money from her...<br />then went home...<br />with MRT....<br />then buy some dishes home for tonite dinner...<br />after that reach home...<br />then talk with tyco kor kor on phone a while...<br />then realli tired...<br />hang up the phone nia...fall a slp...<br />till 10.30pm then wake up...<br />play audition till 3am plus then ask cp call miie...<br />then we talk till 4am plus my mom come my room nag miie go slp...<br />so i go slp le lor...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116232099744951563?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1161725103554008292006-10-25T05:16:00.000-07:002006-10-25T03:55:51.860-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/butterfly%20gurl.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/butterfly%20gurl.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">25/10/06, 4.25am</span><br /><br />My Life Has Use To Be Miserabe...<br />But i realli wanna thank you...<br />My sisters...<br />For Holding miie up...<br />Making my day brighter...<br />And bring miie a future...<br />Thank you my sisters....realli....<br />I realli hope that we'll be together....<br />ChewPing,ChengChin and Hui Yi...<br />Thank you...<br />For Bring So Much Joy To In My Life...<br />And Making Miie Feel Wanted... =']<br /><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)">My Life was never good at all...<br />I always thought to myself,kim is my only light...<br />But when his light was no longer mine...<br />i'm lost...alone...cold...in the darkness...<br />Untill...<br />U guys came....<br />U've become my Sun,my sky,my clound...<br />Making my Life full of hopes...<br />I realli Thank You gals...<br /><br /><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br /><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">elloz every one...Now is 4.34am in the morning...<br />I didn't slp tonite...<br />hahax...<br />i still remember on monday,i went Cheng Chin class...<br />Which is in 2EA...then i walk to the door n look out...<br />Saw someone tat look like Henry...i wasn't confirm...<br />i then try to focus on him n he looked up...<br />And...<br />OMG! it's him!...<br />i turn back n felt pia sea as he saw miie too...<br />So embaressing...>.< </span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Then later miie Cc n Cp sat down and chat...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Soon later, Henry walked in!...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i didn't notice him... </span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Then i sit untill kinda boylish...OMG!...>.<</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">When i saw him i sat down properly n lie my head on the table...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">I sat there quietly but the more i think the more embaress i feel...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">so i stood up n walk to find Hui Yi...but couldn't find her...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">So i walk to 2NC n see them play poker card...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Cc n Cp came along...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">When Aloy scolded n ask us to leave,Cc got angry...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Then she walk out of the class...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i followed after her...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">She say she angry aloy for being rude...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">After tat we went back to 2EA n saw that suai ge is gone...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">So we sat down and chat a little more...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">not even 5 min, Suai ge walk in again...O.o</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Oh god...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i try to ignore him...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">and pretent he's nt there...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">But he seems to be wander about the class....</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">So i walk out again as i wanna go to the ladies...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i walk out n coincidenacely bump into HuiYi...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">So i ask her to pei wo go toilet...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">2nd floor toilet was lock so we went first floor...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">it was wet as the clearner juz finish washing it...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i went there...pee n make my hair n went out...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i go back 2EA n he's nt there again....</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Was kinda relieve...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">5mins later,HE CAME IN AGAIN!...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">He sure have nth better to do...=.=" </span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i tried to ignore him again....</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">and soon the bell rang, he went back class n i stayed...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">hahax...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">After school i went cp house with HuiYi...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Untill 5 pls then Cp come my house after she get changed...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">then i got home, changed n called my mum...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">and asked if i could go vivo with cp n her family...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">My mum allowed n i went along with them...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Got there n her sis went to try on Branded cloths...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Miie,Cp and Cp's rother gave comments for her dressing...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">After that we went to a restruan and eat...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">The food there sure is yummy!...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">After that miie n cp went to the Sea View side n Chat....</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">while chew yen jie jie n wen jie kor kor go look at the cloths again...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">We chat alot...about Gost...O.o...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Soon we meet up with her sis n bro n decided to watch movie...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">But we need to go back to their home as they juz fix the Security thingy...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">And their mom couldn't get in as she dosen't know to password for it...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Everytime the door opens, the alarm will be trigure...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">if within 4min, the alarm isn't tigure off...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">the alarm will be send to the police...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">n police will gib ur house a visit..hahaha...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">But on the way back...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i fell aslp on cp shoudle...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">when i woke up,i found cp on my head...hahax...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Then after a while, she woke up...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">By then,we're in ktaib le...reaching home....</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">When we got off the taxi, CP had gastri pain...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">So the movie was cancle and i gotta go back home....</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Cp jie jie drive n bring miie home...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">Cp jie jie walk miie up n hd a small introduction with my mother...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i was realli exsuted when i got home...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i took a bath stright away...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">put my black mask n then my white mask...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">but while putting the whte mask, i fell aslp...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#66ff99;">but</span></strong><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)"> i woke up n found my mask was gone...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">no one taken it..</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">but it's gone... where could it be?...</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)">i wonder...but wad ever...hahax....</span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)"></span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">happened on 23/10/06<br /><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(51,102,255)">*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br /><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)">Today is hari raya...<br />My school door garde invited us to his so call party...<br />i were suppose to meet Cp n Cc at 12pm...<br />But i was too tired after yesterday advanture...<br />So i over slept...hahax...<br />We got there about 3pm and had a small chat...<br />U'll never know he's a GrandPa already!...<br />After that we went to the dinner room and eat...<br />Their rice ws realli nice...<br />it's like the satay rice...<br />All stick together one...<br />Then put with thire gravy then eat...<br />WAH! SUPPER YUMMY WORX!...hahax...<br />I like it alot...<br />but their chicken...i eat liao wanna cry...<br />so darn hot!...sobx....<br /><br />After food,we sat at the dinner table and chat with his wife...<br />His wife understand Chiness sia...can even speck quite alot of it!..<br />After than we went to the living room n On karaoka....<br />His wife sing darn nice!!!<br />Then Cc some how play with his oldest gard daughter which is 6 yr old...<br />They seems like they realli enjoy them self...so good....<br />Then after a while at 5pm...we left...<br />We went mac n buy 3 midium friese,2 moli and 1 lemon tea...<br />After eatting Cc played with the saurce and made a face...ahahax...<br />cute sia....then later Cc went home....<br />miie n Cp went to a hop wanna buy clip but the clip nt good de....<br />So we went back n "tong" then $1 toy gun...<br />met two small gurl...thire gun spoil so Cp try to fix t but was unsuccessful...hahaz...<br />Went home and it was about 7.30pm....<br />And do all kind of shit untill nw i'm blogging...5.13 le worx...<br />gotta prepare go school le....buaix guys....<br /><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">happened on 24/10/06</span><br /><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,255)"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(102,255,153)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(51,102,255)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116172510355400829?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1161260258280765622006-10-19T20:10:00.000-07:002006-10-19T05:17:38.283-07:00<strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Todaiie iie neber go school agaiin...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Coz lazy tuu go narz...And yesterdaiie go also nth better tuu do...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Today go cycle bicycle again...go to another side of lower selita reservor to play...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Liikee there alott...The wiind sooz biig...sooz coolliing...WAH~~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Then today Cheng Chin go tell shuai ge that iie liike hiim...arw...die...X_X</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Then shuaii ge still remember miie n saiid "izzit the one wiith the whiite haiir band?...wah....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Then cheng chin also kinda liike him but she liike another guy more...hahax...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Dunnoi hw tuu go school on mondaiie liiao...sure latar see hiim then feel weiird weiird de liiaoz...siianz....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">But shuaii ge realii shuaii worx...>.<...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">hahax....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;">Ani way...yesterday alreadi broke up with kim chuna le.... He dunmp miie de...haiiz...iif iie stiill gortx moii dear dear with muie,i sure wiill be fatefull...de bahx...hahaz....haiiz...dear dear arz...sobzz....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"><em>Wadeva happens...liifez stiill gose on...</em></span></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">Wad muz be gone wiill biie gonez...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"><em>Let iit go...and u'll fiind somethiing betta...</em>[=</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116126025828076562?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1161106782197568492006-10-18T01:31:00.000-07:002006-10-17T10:39:42.266-07:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Today was a rather fun day...<br />i didn't went to school...couldn't wake up...<br />But i met up with cp at 1 plus to ride bicycle...<br />We ride all the way from 261 to the the jetty after the Yishun Stadium...<br />Was so darn tired....Can die...X_X...zzz<br />When we reach, we sat down and feel the cooling breeze~...wah...so nice~<br />Then sat we look a far out to the sea and saw.......nth....=.="<br />It was too misty to see ani thing all thx to the haste....<br />Then we went to the egd and saw a rope tied down into the sea...<br />We were curious so we tired to pull it up...<br />It was realli hard though...but we manage to pull up a little...<br />It was nth but plane wood n rubbish...waste out time n strength...<br />Hahax<br />so then we went back to 261,return the bicycle to cp's da jie house n then go down the bubble tea shop n grab some drinks be4 we faint...<br />We had a little chat with the uncle then soon a bunch of BB boys came n trape miie in a conner of the bubble tea shop...wah...<br />So weird...then some how i waited n they went back a little leaving some space for miie to go out...phew...atlast free~...<br />hahax...<br />then sit bus 804 one round back home with cp but she came down earlier lahx... then i came down 2 bus stop after her...<br />When i reach home i called my mom to let her know wad time i reach home n sat down play maple...<br />I created a new mage though...i created 3 mage...2 failed 1 success...hahax...<br />alone with my begainer helper...which is at maple island lvl 11 going to 12 le...hahax...<br />Cp also created one....hahax...<br />i'm gonna be a ice/lightning mage this time...hahax...<br />then talk to cp on the phone at the same time lor...<br />talk untill she so tired...ofcoz tired lahx...we play whold day mahx...but i so late havent slp come write blog...hahax...<br />Haiz....ytd after school coz gt result then CC cried alot mahx...then suai ge kinda notice her...hahax...gratz to her then...well..suai ge is a guy name henry from class 2EB...he's from india...but he's so suaiz...hahax...<br />Better nt think so much...hahax...<br />Study comes first....hahax...<br />haiz...without guys i won't die de...lolx...hope so then...lolx...<br />well...so late le i better go slp now...i'll update my blog soon...hope u all enjoy reading my blog...buaix...<br /><br />already mid nite...this happen at 17/10/06 afternoon...but i late slp mahx...so become the next day liao..hahax...<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116110678219756849?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1160921541117020342006-10-15T22:05:00.000-07:002006-10-15T07:12:21.180-07:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">To day i had quite a fun day...<br />i woke up in at morning around 10 plus then saw cp msg saying tt she could go out...<br />And she asked if i could go out with her...<br />i replyed ofcoz...<br />Then later she came to my house then i tie her hair for her...<br />she didn't tie hair be4 so i hepled her to tie lor...<br />she looks realli cute when she tie her hair...<br />So adorable~...kawaii-neax! ^-^<br />This is the second time she had ever tie her hair...hahax...<br />She's starting to be like a girl already...lolx...<br />That's quite a gd news....<br />But hope she dosen't change her attitude after she gt pretty then...hahax...<br />After tying her hair, we set off to NP and bought a $19.95 waist pouch...<br />i bought a white one and she gt a black... we were like a angle n a devil lyk tt...hahax...<br /><br />Then later we meet her sister go Harbor Front...<br />On the way there miie n cp gt Car sick [feel lyk volmiting]...<br />Maybe that car isn't stable enough....hahax...<br />Then when we reach there...we are already half dead...lolx...<br />Then her sister n her sister frenz so shopping first while we eat at the bus stop coffe shop there...i ate "yun tun mia"...then later drink one big bowl of "yun tun tang" with cp...wah...so full liao worx...<br />After that we walk onver to the Harbor front there n we both went shoping...<br />We never go find her sister lahx...hahax...we go shop our self...then later her sister call n ask us to find her so we went vivo city n found them at the fashio city...<br />Then we went serperate ways again...hahax...<br />We went window shoping but found that there was nth to shop...<br />And we notice the way the excolator was build is so messy tt it looks like a busy road for humans...<br />Then we went to shop for some Sweets so that we would nt feel sick again in her sistar car...<br />Then we was kinda let for the meeting time for going home at 4.30pm lyk that...so we ran all the way from vivo city to harbor front shopping mall...then saw her sister n her fren lor....<br />After that we went home and dunno y never feel sick le...guess the sweets realli helped...n we bought lemon tea too...bottle one...and it seems like no matter hw we brink, we always end up in the same volume of water....hahax...another coincident bahx...lolx...ani way...my first coincident was with cc...on 12/10/06 i think...we some hw left with the samje amount of money after shopping at NP...hahax...back to topic then...<br />Then cp's sister let miie off at yishun MRT n i went to woodlance to pick my mom up from work...then we went to eat at old sambawang shpping mall opposite...<br />i ate to my fullness but my mom kept asking miie to eat the soup n say they specialy bought for miie then i never drink...so i angry so stuff all in untill i volmite out....then let miie dun eat...so darn angry...<br />then soon, suddenly fe,lt lyk crying...suddenly alot of stuff running through my mind...but i held back my tears...didn't cry...haiz....<br />Later, we went to shop at the mall but didn't buy much stuff n we somehow bump into my second sister n her bf...hahax...so unlucky...<br />then later went home lor...nth liaoz....hahax...kinda sianz yet fun today...hahax...<br />Today Felt so free~! Can Go out till so late then come home~ So happi~!!!! [=<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116092154111702034?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1160031592442772302006-10-05T14:53:00.000-07:002006-10-04T23:59:52.466-07:00<strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Yesterday wad another sad day. I n kim divorce in maple le. He gave the reson:"Scared later i log in ur sister saw then angry"....haiz... dunno is real reson or wad... Then he lend 12K cash from miie to buy the metro hair. Then later he aslo got say something that brings the fear in miie. He like totally changed...i dun mind we divorce...i dun mind he lend the 12K cash...but the stuff he said is...so...sacry...it's like...he's no longer the kim i know....haiz...I dunno...i have tot of telling him break but i juz can't say it out...i dun have the courage...and i dun bare to leave him...I always tell myself, "juz gib him another 2 weeks time, maybe he'll be back to normal soon enough". But it's juz getting worst n worst... I already dunno hw to face him...he's like a total stranger to miie... I dun get nwad he mean nor understand him ani more... Maybe becoz he have an equal numberm of stress he had to face....maybe becoz of the stressness he then become like tt de...or maybe...he dosn'y like miie ani more...or maybe i am juz a toy for him...or maybe he juz wanna use miie...or maybe...he loves miie nut dunno hw to show it ani more...haiz... Dunno larz...so confuse...so lost... I might be going crayz soon... Sometime...i juz felt like i see some things tt are nt there that is there...maybe i am going carzy... or maybe becoz i'm depress then i'm an easy target for the "something"...haiz...i'm carzy soon... Sometime, when i slp, i fely like someone's beside miie laughting and laughting...i dunno...must be going crazy soon...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#66ffff;">Today i had chiness exam...i got alot i dunno...i must be failing my chinmess again...haiz... Then after school my mom n dad call miie and ask miie to go home...dun felt like going so juz yet... I felt like i'm enjoying go home more n more offen...everyday after school my frenz ask miie "where u going late" i'll always answer "Home". hahax...maybe i start liking home already... Then my dada come to the school Mac there to bring miie home then when i got home i talk to mommy untill i kinda like talking to her...accept that i still have the stress of talking to her becoz i'm not use to talking to her in such a friendly way yet...but i kinda enjoy talking to her... i gotta go study already...i think i'll end here...buaix~ </span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-116003159244277230?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1158681323593658562006-09-19T23:54:00.000-07:002006-09-19T09:01:05.556-07:00<strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">elloz everybody again...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Yesterday when for couseling at chong oang blk 107 i think...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">The couseler is a nice person...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Went there with my er jie,benjamin and chew ping...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">After couserling my er jie bf come then my er jie siao keep on pulling my hand and pinching and beating miie...but i know we're juz playing....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Then nth much liaoz... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Now my mood aren't as bad as be4...dunno y...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">But...sometimes...when i saw Kim...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Like so...strange...we're stranger already...i guess...haiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Maybe a slicence break will be good...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">haiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Now a days i've been hanging out with cp n ben only...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Not much of other ppl...only when i in class then i'll stick with wee teng they all...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Feel more of a part of 2nc now...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Not that much of a stranger....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Today acturaly going to tuition at 5.30...but too tired go slp...then wake up dunno why mood so bad they qurall qith my sister then in the end never go....lolx...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">Now a days...not much of a problem in life...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">For some reson...every things juz went dissappear in a snap of a finguer...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">But sometimes...for some reson...alot of stuff juz pop out in my mind...making miie rather quiet and look kinda moody...haiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">[X][u][e]--> signing out...feelling lost...</span></strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115868132359365856?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1158507452014594282006-09-17T23:33:00.000-07:002006-09-17T08:40:08.706-07:00<strong>elloz everyone again...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>i've read the tags some ppl given miie...i thanks u alot...no matter who u are...</strong><br /><strong>i know i've been selfish onli thinking about kim... but that's not it...i might only write about kim in my blog...but that dosen't mean i didn't think about my mom...i know mummy loves miie alot...that's why she's being so nice to miie now...buy miie ps2,handphone and wadever i requested for...i've been thinking...i should make use of this point that she's being nice to miie...tt's why i'm trying to limit wadever i want....i'm saving money now...to buy the things i need...instead of juz keep asking her...i know it's easy tt way...but i didn't take that advantage...i loves my mom alot...i did qurall with her sometime...not becoz i wanted to go aginest her...juz becoz...i wanted her to know i've grown...i know wad should be done and wad should not be done...i want her to turst miie...and believe in wad i am doing... mommy told miie no more steads and kind of stuff...i know having kim is againest her thinking already...but i've make up my mind...i told myself...i will not stead untill i could find someone that could respect miie,and that i feel coftable with...and that would not be found so easily...every time i felt a little liking on someone...i will reconsider...i'll ask myself...do i realli like him...or is it juz as friends liking...and i know now...that...all this while...most of my stead is as friends liking...and that it's as close as best friends...that's y it's so hard for miie to know which is which and to let go of...i am already...trying my best...to let go of kim...but...i dun bare u know...but...if i dun let go...i'll be hurt more...and so dose him...i think...i love my family...my sisters...my parents...and i'm realli sorry...for letting them down...i dun even have face to cry infront of them already...every time i feel like crying...i'll controll...i dun wanna be the cry baby i used to be already...i've cry too much that even when i cry, my mom will thought i am only sheading crocodile tears...i dun wanna be treated that way...i like being pamper...but...this thinking must stop...i am a teenage now...i have to grow out of this...even if it's hard...i have to try even if it needs miie to cry in the dark forever... but atleast...trying to smile even if it's a fake smile infront of my family is good...atleast i won't make them so worry about miie...they had been worried enough already...it's time i show them i've grwon and can take care of myself now...but i'll still need some guilds in between my life...so as to make sure i dun get lost again...i'll try...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcccc;">For kim...miie n him will end soon...he has become so selfish...alot of ppl has notice the great change in him...much i guess...i can no longer understands him ani more...it's like he's a stranger...i dunno how to talk to him ani more...talking to him makes miie feel so stress now...i dare not say some things as i'm afried that he'll get angry...it's so hard to even talk to him...haiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;">About school...i've change class...it's realli hard to blend into my new class but i have to try...it feel realli empty there...like...i dosen't belong there...i miss my own class...2nb...it's...where i belong...where my sprit realli belongs...in my new class...i feel so loney...every thing so strange...so...scary...i hate it....every time i think of going back to school...i realli feel so upset...haiz...but thanks to wen qing...my primary school kor even untill now,he's in the same class as miie and being with him make miie feel home...atleast better...coz he's always being very nice to miie and we could realli interact well...but my study still can't cope well...hope it gets better...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#99ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">[X][u][e]-->Siging out...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Feellings-->mix...sad..lost...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115850745201459428?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1158505827758783222006-09-17T08:02:00.000-07:002006-09-17T08:10:27.776-07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115850582775878322?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1157962601331376112006-09-11T00:59:00.000-07:002006-09-11T01:16:41.570-07:00<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Haiz...i'm not allowed to go to school today either...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">But some how...i realli want to go to school..like before...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Hanging out with my firends...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Talking and laughting...having fun together u know...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">I realli miss that times...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">I juz...dunno why...i started to cry again yesterday...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">When my mom ask me to choose either he change class or i change class...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">i know it's small matter...but...i dunno why...i juz noded my head and so on then went to the kitchen an open the window,looked down...and started crying...a little....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Then started writing letters last nite...for wad reson i dunno...i wrote to 4 of my friends...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Using my realli writings...no longer writing it slowly trying to make it look nicer...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">I've decided..i wanna be myself...i dun wanna wear a mask all my life...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">But...i'm not sure which one is me already...so many attitudes....which would be miie?...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">I'm so lost....haiz....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">I juz hope i can meet someone out there that can bring out my real attitudes and make miie feel coftable with...i wonder if kim's is the one or not...but...now a days...i juz felt like we parted already...The feellings so weird....so cold....juz like singapore suddenly had winter...weird...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">[X][u][e]-->siging off...sadly...lost...confuse...lonely...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcccc;">A NEW CHAPETER BEGAIN...soon...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115796260133137611?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1157800627093775992006-09-09T19:11:00.000-07:002006-09-09T04:17:07.110-07:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">Is it just all that?...i ask Andy wheather he knows about it anot...he says he dunno...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">Then kim is just rite at the next line of andy's hp so i asked andy to add miie in the confrence and ask kim wheather he realli likes Chew Ping...He's answer was....the answer was no...He juz told KaiXun for fun...he didn't meant to be serious...Can i realli believe him?...it's suspisious...but being his stead,trust is the most bacis thing between couples...so...i choose to believe him...I'm currently kinda relive rite now...but...sometimes, i'm still lost in my thoughts...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">I've told Cp about it since the day i found out...she was realli un noticed...i guess...she's innosent...i realli treasure her alot...alot...i realli likes her alot as my friend...moii best friend...it might sounds childish but... Having a best friend feels so...nice...u can trust her with stuff that can't be trusted byt ani other person... And talk to her about your problems and she'll surely understends...it's realli nice...and...for Andrew...they all asked miie not to believe him...but...i juz did for no reson...guess i realli treats him as my own brother already...a brother thats so close....that i always depens on...a brother that's always there when i needed him... People might call miie stupid for still accepting him as a brother...but...he's become one part of my life already...it's an habbit to have him....i guess...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">I've been thinking... How would i feel if i were to lost Kim Chuan... Sometime...i thought..."it woun't be that painfull...i guess...But when i'm think about it some time again, it seem to miie..."it'll hurt more that ani thing... i might even die if he leaves miie.." i juz dunno...i can't make up my decision...to set if free or...to not.... like my sister say..."wad should be your's will be your's...wad should not...will never be..." it's understandable but...yet...complicated...haiz....why dose love grew harder and harder as time gose...less and less ture love...haiz...it's so hard for man kind to live these days...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">[X][u][e]-->singing off...sadly...and confuess...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Can someone juz walk into my life and bring miie away from all this confussing stuff?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I'm tired...realli very tired...i need a rest...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">So much prombles...so much interutions in my life...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I realli need to sleep....to have a long long long long sleep...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"> A NEW CHAPTER WILL BEGAIN....soon...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115780062709377599?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1157550423600754762006-09-06T21:42:00.000-07:002006-09-06T07:12:51.266-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/crying%20galz.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/200/crying%20galz.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;">Today is a realli stress day for miie...Many things happen...even when i'm not in school...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;">Kim...he....likes other girls...yuki,yuka and chew ping,my best friend...I realli can't believe it...my bestfriend chew ping and kim?...i'm so disappoited...so sad...i have never imagine that...words are ture...TIME can give u every thing yet TIME can also take away every thing...</span></strong><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;">No matter how strong a will is...one will always lose to time... TIME never stops to wait...TIME never looks back...TIME can heal cuts in the out side but not the cuts in the inside...not always...it'll never fully heal everything...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;">I've heard about his liking from someone...can't believe it...i've havent been sleeping properly ever since i didn't go to school...i' havent been eatting properly too...i've always tried to smile...even at the stressest moment of my life...but this fake smile can never be there forever...i can no longer hides my emotions ani more...i've tried to smile when ever i can...but the thoughts always come and brings away my smile...i miss him so much that i've become like that....but yet...he...haiz...can't blame him...he dosen't know how am i even...i've become sick...i had a little fever last nite...yet i didn't tell ani one...i had beem having flue for 4 days now and even had sore throat...i didn't had enough sleep these days becoz of missing him...and now i got headach...everyday...not 5am i can't realli fall aslp...even if i do...i'll wake up every 1 hour or so...for no reson at all...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;">And now...i havent been eatting the wold day...except for a little puding that i force myself to eat juzs for my mother...i dun want her to be worry...but i ate only half...the other half i gave it to her to eat...i can't even smile a fake smile out...i've been trying to smile but the smile always disappers...my mood isn't fine at all...it's so worst than ever...i felt so meaningless,so lost,so confuse....i dunno wad to do...i...dunno...i dunno how to live ani more...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;">I need u...but are we meant to be together....so many disagreement...so many fading love...so many intruders...so hard to live on...if i set u free...will u ever come back?...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;">if i let u go...will u be even happier?...if i disapper will u be sad for miie...i wonder....i realli do wonders....alot...alot of question...without ani answers...i nid ur answers...i nid.....i realli realli do nid ur love...it's so hard...to get it now...is our love...at the limit end now?...if it is...will u be happi if i leave u?...i'm...realli lost...i...i....I WILL DIE WITHOUT U....u know....i'll be heartless if u're gone...my heart has always been with u...plz...dun go....dun leave miie alone here...i realli nid u badly....Kim Chuan...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115755042360075476?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1152278476450803392006-07-07T21:16:00.000-07:002006-09-06T07:16:47.160-07:00<strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Today issh moii birthday...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Might be a happy day...mix with a very sad one....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">I had been going to skool quite late now a days...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Coz i slept late so wake up late...Then i went skool late norx...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Ofcoz it's late by an hour or two...so hab to have detension...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">But i went to the security and sign the paper but nv report to the Genaral office...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">So my attendant nv mark norx...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">I was late the wold of this week...So my attendant was absent on tuesday to thursday...fri i gt gib mutu sign worx...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Then after skool suppose to go deten...but i nv go....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">I went to hill top to celebrate my birthday....so long nv go there liaoz...miss it so much....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Then Kim bought a cake,drinks,plates,foke and lighter...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">We celebrated my birthday,sang the song,ate the cake...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Then lrt went home norx...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Gt home...then gt scolded by my aunt...Cried...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Then kim came up my house,play with my dog...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Soon they had to go so they went home...be4 kim go we gt gib each other a gd bye kiss and then left...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">Then soon i find myself so lone-some...so nth better to do...then my mood so bad...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">So went to the balcony and sat at the window cried...went to room...calm down...kim called...we talk...then gt better liaoz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ccccff;">tt's all bahx...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115227847645080339?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1150297405073272472006-06-14T07:49:00.000-07:002006-06-14T08:03:26.200-07:00<strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">Dae after dae...i thought to myself...i wanna leave this place...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">But...it juz seems so imposible...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">I can't live by my own...i can't earn money...i dun even have a shelter...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">if i leave...where can i go?...what can i eat?...who can i trust?...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">I wanna leave so badly...but juz by thinking of the concequences...i'm scared...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">It have been 3 dae since miie n my second sis qural...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">We had nt talk since then...she even cut a long hole in my bed...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">I have no one to talk to nor trust ani more...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">Miie n my second sis use to have no secrets...no bounderies between us...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">but as time grows...our distance grow...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">now...it's all gone...no one can ever understands miie ani more...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">Why?...coz as they grow...they can have more freedom...more new things...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">MP3 larz...Lap Top larz...Handphone larz...even a boi friend....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">while miie...everything is a NO...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">Everything is forbident...no going out...no going to firned house...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">cannot use com...cannot talk on phone...cannot have hp....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">cannot have mp3...canot have boi friend....must do hw...no talking back...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">every thing is a shit plan no...i hate it!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">i wanna leave...i wanna leave...i wanna leave!!!</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115029740507327247?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1150119938165096712006-06-12T06:22:00.000-07:002006-06-12T06:46:56.523-07:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Today issh a sad day bahx....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Gt a small qurall with moii second sister today...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Haiz....why can't they juz understand y i wanna use the com...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">My big sis also lyk tt...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">My second sister also lyk tt...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz...so darn sad sia...i now have no one to turn to at all...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no one can fully understands miie...nt even kim chuan...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz....to them... quralling is normal...but to miie it's nt...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">becoz...i have a personality problem...every time i get too sad and fusterated,</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i'll do smth very bad to them juz to make myself feel better...i dunno y...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i dunno y i am lyk tt...i juz can't control myself...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">it's lyk...i wasn't miie...i juz wanna make tt person sad...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Even mom scolded miie...y izzit lyk tt...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i wasn't totaly the one to be blame...i dun wanna get scolding....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i dun wanna....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i juz kept crying...crying...crying...haiz...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i wanna leave this place...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i dun wanna be here ani more....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i juz wanna leave this miserable place...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">so tt atleast if i left, ppl leaving with miie will be happier...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">without miie...there won't be a pesti little sister...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no one to kept asking and asking for using the com...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no one to take ur things without proper permision...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no one to fight over stuff with u ani more...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">won't tt be better...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">if i leave...i'll run...and hide...so tt they won't find miie...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">untill i die...and go stinky...rotten...decompse...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and no one will ever find miie...nor remember miie...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no one will ever know where am i...nor care where am i...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">they will live on...happily...without miie...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">even if they do remember...they will still be happy...without miie...The Pest....</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-115011993816509671?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1143376051208127702006-03-26T04:08:00.000-08:002006-03-26T04:27:31.226-08:00<strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">Hiaz...Today i'm sick...had fever,headach,flu and keep on wanna volmite...haiz...Hope i can totaly recover tml....so i can go skool... to see kim... I miss him alot....really wanna see him nw..haiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">8.11pm...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">kim juz loged out...haiz...juz nw gt a small qurall with him about smocking n also about wheather he's gd or nt...haiz... such weird things also can hurt so much... Hw i wish i could be a guy n he's a gurlz... so i can protect him n watch over him... Instead of letting him so sad becoz of miie...i rather tt i'm hurt then him... Even though i hate being hurt...n issh very scared of being hurt... but for him... i dun mind...haiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">8.40pm...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">so sian...nth to do...my mind kept thinking of him...n wad happen juz nw...he's really the most perfact guy i ever met in my life...he's always comparing himself to hx...y?...haiz...hx might be a very nice guy...but he gt a very bad part...it's tt...he dunno hw to think be4 he talk... coz when i stead with him.. most of the time, his word hurtz miie...but kim issh different...he might hurt miie at times...but most of the time he'll apolegise n start hating himself from hurtting miie...haiz...there's no nid to put the fault to himself...haiz...wad can i do to make him stop putting the fault on himself...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">9.15pm...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;">i'm still thinking...about the stuff....haiz...kim chuan... wad can i do to make our relationship be happier n lasting?...i dun wan anione to be hurt ani more...i dun wan U to be hurt animore... looks lyk the only connection line we gt issh the letters we write...Looks lyk only letter could make us talk n listen to each other properly...haiz...guess tt's thew only way...but hw should i start?...haiz... i'll slowly think it over bahx...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#000000;">Buaix guys...thx for reading my blog for today...plz tage be4 u go...Have a nice day!</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114337605120812770?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1143032668308162142006-03-22T21:03:00.000-08:002006-03-22T05:04:28.500-08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/coloureless%20looking%20far(edited).jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/coloureless%20looking%20far%28edited%29.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">Today quite alot of bad things happened...haiz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">During science, other than miss melisa issh in our class,there's another malay teacher in our class... then when our class a bit too nosiey, she came n scolded us then aloy siaoz siaoz dunno y suddenly say "wow" then the malay teacher suddenly scold "fuck! who issh tt? who make tt sound?!" we all so stund, she scolded FUCK!... i can go complain to the skool as well as the MOE neax! humph! Then lrt after science klass, she ask Miss Melisa to call miie,andy and edwin to the teacher office and scolded us there... she say tt i keep on scold bad word n tok n dun have manner!!! WTF!!! i was doing my hw all along!!! i even helped my frenz do her work while she sleeps in class!!! N there she come scolding miie of miss behaviour! Bull Shit!Tok Cock!Brainless Freak!Then after tt i came back class with a very bad mood... i can tell u it's really a very very very bad mood!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">The lrt during PW, Mad Amina called miie n ask miie about kai xun...i told her i dunno much about him but Kim chuan do noe more about him...So she let miie back to the com lab2 n called kim chuan out....n tok to him lorz...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">Lrt tt day, after skool,kim chuan send miie home together with lucus... Then when i reach home after a few min, Kim chuan called miie with lucus hp n asked if i could come dw for a while... then i went dw n saw them at the sitting place near the coffe shop...then after tt we went to the play ground n we sat there toking...i were really happi today...it's lyk as if i'm back to my dream world...But maybe the next day, i'll be back to my realistic world again...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">My Skool Family:</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">HuiYing(2NB),Vincent(3ED),Grace xia(2EA),Bejamin(1EC),kaiXun(2NB),Li Jun(2NA),ChewPing(2NB),PohLing(2NB),Liying(2NB),aloy(2nb),kennathan(3NC),Lin Zheng(2TA),ZhengSong(2TA),HuiShi(2NA),Camay(2NA)...tt's all le bahx...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114303266830816214?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1141995498977117132006-03-10T20:57:00.000-08:002006-03-10T04:58:19.026-08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/maple%20i%20luv%20kitty(edited)%202.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/maple%20i%20luv%20kitty%28edited%29%202.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Yoz guys!</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">Humm...</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">Today issh the first month miie n kim had spented together...I gt buy a present for him to celebrate our first month together...but....SOBZ! i forgot to bring it to skool... haiz... so muz skool re-open le then can gib... sad... muz wait for one more weekz.... haiz... then it'll be a late gife le... but dunno he'll lyk it anot neax.... coz it's accutrly smth lyk a keychain... but...it'll a bulet shape n then lyk a massage bottle lyk tt de.... u can put secret msg inside it de...kekes...dun tell him worx... coz miie will write a secret msg n put it in de.... Humm... kim chuan's realy a bewi nice guy... he had a bewi sweet tounge though... kekes... he lyk to say sweet toks de... n he dosen't mind dying juz for tt specil somemore he lyk... he'll do anything to make his stead happy de...and he even dare to do things be4 his stead dose...lolx... ai yarz... he's really sweet n nice larz... he sometime gib miie the feel of brotherly love...as u noe... i'm the smallest in the family n i dun hab any onlder brother beside 2 sister... i realy hope to hab a brother tt can protect miie... n he's always gibing miie the feeling tt he's lyk my brother... even though i sometimes kana bully in class n he nv help but... i dun realy mind... even though i would be really happy if he would helped but i would be sad tt he gt into trouble if he did...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/kiss(edited).jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/kiss%28edited%29.jpg" border="0" /></a>And...one more thing....it's surpose to be a secret...but when i tell u, u cannort tell ppl or make fun of miie horz... if nt i box u arz!....exspecily u arz Jun Xian! always ji siao miie... u betta dun ji siaoz miie when u read this arz....if nt u betta watch ur butt... late u butt kana bite off dun say i buwi u arz...kekes...Moii first LC with KimChuan..was on ytd after he sends miie home... we were in the lift when all of a sudden... it happed... i also quite blur then... n nt to mention stunded...Then... the way he kiss issh so different from hx... hx n miie take it bewi bewi slow... miie n hx always let our mouth touched n then tounges out n we started playing each other tounges with our own tounges...shh.... cannort say arz... then miie n kim is lyk juz... open, tounges in out n close then open, tounges in out n close then...the same larz... nv kiss so ...fast?...be4...>.<>.<...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">And there's one thing about KimChuan... he's jelousy tt i'm soo close to KaiXun... coz he's my baobie gan di marz...so ytd he sick then still come skool... then he look so restless n tired... so i keep going to his seat there n see hw issh he lorz... then his fever issh lyk getting worst n worst soo i go tell teacher about his fever lorz... then teacher ask him go home bahx... i also nt sure wad happened.... but be4 end of the day he already nt at skool le... Then the funniest thing issh tt ytd gt sport hits marz.<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/wanted%20devil(edited).jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/wanted%20devil%28edited%29.jpg" border="0" /></a>.. so thost tt participate can go out class early... then some JLO gt metting so can go out class early alos... then by then, almost the wold class gone.... then when WA tt time, only gt 3 ppl in our class go WA... only gt miie,Kimchuan and edwin... but poh ling also gt come only she nv sit at our klass there... she go sit with 2NA... evil rite...humph! then so suai.... my klass bedie 2NA marz... then their klass so guai... nt much ppl nt there.... so the guys sit infront marz... so snice our klass so little ppl so i sat beside the guys of 2NA lorz... then suai suai sit beside the hx...T-T sit beside him lyk so stress lyk tt.... scary.... so i read my story book lorz... then later luckily kim chuan ask miie sit beside hi... if nt later i will stress till fainted de...heng arz! lolx... nt becoz i dun lyk him so stess but becoz... as u noe, he's my ex-stead marz... then i reali scared lrt he scold miie again about andy thingy....>.<</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/cute%20couple(edited).jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/cute%20couple%28edited%29.jpg" border="0" /></a>Ytd miie,kim chuan and lucus so to yishun park after the WA untill 5.30 lyk tt then go home... so shiok sia! I fall aslp in his arms then lrt he ask miie lie dw on my bag whih issh on his laps...then i felt lyk i'm being protected n watch over by a gardian angel...ahhh~ so suang~ ^-^ then lrt he went dw to 7-eleven to buy a BIG glub then i was left on the hill along with their bag... then when i was half way aslp, a gust of wind suddenly came n i felt so uncoftable then i was woken up by the wind... i woke up with a shock...scary noex.... then i lie dw back then kim chuan they all come back le...Hummm...one thing about kim issh tt he's realy nice to hug... so warm... whenever we huged, his palm will come in contact with my back n i can feel a warm feeling on my back... quite a nice feeling though...kekes... well... guess tt's all le bahx... dun write too much le... lrt u all also lazy to read rite.... well...tt's all for nw...buaix~!!!</span><br /><br /><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/being%20with%20u%28edited%29.jpg" border="0" /></p><p><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"> XiaoZhu Hao Xiang Hao Xiang Yan DaZhu Worx!</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"> Hao Xiang Xian Zhai Ni Neng Zai Wo Sheng Bian Worx...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"> Hao Xiang Yong Yuan Dou Ke Yi Bao Dao Ni...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"> Jui Zhe Yang Bao Zhe Ni Hou Xia Qui...</span></strong></p><p><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong> </p><p><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em>»-(¯`v´¯)-»XîåøZhü 'N' ÐåZhü Tøgëthê 4ëvër»-(¯`v´¯)-»</em></strong></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114199549897711713?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1141218700589710582006-03-01T21:13:00.000-08:002006-03-01T05:11:40.606-08:00<strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Todae nth inparticular happen... only for that i lost $7 in skool.... dunno hw i lost it somemore.... Muz be afiqo again lorz... stole my oil flim, stole poh li's book...then nw my money izzit?... haiz... idiot larz... hate my class ppl accept for 5 ppl... the rest either is okay okay larz or is stupid till siao lorz...haiz...naughties class i still dun mind... but with some xia lan n act dua ppl... haiz... c liao also sianz... nt only andy some time bewi the... dunno hw to say... but aloy also another one... toopid larz...humph!.... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Todae after skool miie go Xeno play com again.... then later Lukcus n kim chuan sents miie home... then later he go home liao then noe his mum off dae.... then his mum gonna be home for today, tml, n the day after tml.... haiz... sianz... this few days gonna be guai kia liao...haiz... dunno why i also qural with andy lum de... I realli dun wanna qural with him.... i dun wanna make trouble... i dun wanna have these unpeaceful days.... haiz... if only andy could be lyk last time when i first met him lyk tt de shi hou.... then tt will be the best arz... he could hab been my bai bie di till nw le... haiz... Andy arz andy.... haiz.... Then this week gt exam somemore...So stress... but i hack care... nv go study... my test sure all fail le.... all to miie bewi hard larz... better nt let mummy noe... dun wan her to worry... gotta be guai kai n listen to teacher le... muz study hard le... even though i hope can go Technical but...Cannort larz... too many frenz i dun bare to leave from Acab...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Haiz... hx also another thing i'm stress about... you all noe he my ex-staed rite... we breakup le horz... then he's being so bad n evil to miie... i'm always bewi sotong de marz... then tt day i go play Cs... then i dam blur n slow reaction marz... then he scold miie stupid...haiz... even though he nv say the name out who he scolding but i can noe he scolding miie... he's my ex... n the one who break with miie issh him... So i should atleast still hab a little feeling for him still... so... when he treat miie lyk this i'm really... really hurtz.... but luckily gt Da zhu dear dear... i feel better when he's with miie... coz i lubb him more than anithing~kekes... haiz... headach larz... stress till siao...i stop here le bahx... buaix...*wave wave*</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></strong><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/kitty%20lubb.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/kitty%20lubb.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Would Like to see u </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">EveryDay,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">EveryHour,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">EverySecon of my life...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114121870058971058?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1141136296452564072006-02-28T05:03:00.000-08:002006-02-28T06:18:16.493-08:00<strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">Today we went to the basketball court near the temple de to run... Then miie n mummy run untill the second round we ran with kim n andy....Then we saw kai xun at the traffic near the small bicycle way juz beside the big big drain de... miie n mummy ran up to him... but kim chuan suddenly ran intoo.... then i no space n mummy dunno hw she run till so left then he cut in the middle then i accidentaly hock his leg then he fell n i fell lightly... then mummy fell then dunno if andy fell nt...then kimchuan leg gt hurtz n the blood keep comming out... so painful... it's all my fault.... i should have run on the stupid wet grass n make myself cover with mud better than he fall down.... i dun wish for him to get hurtz... he him bleeds hurt my heart too...it really do hurt in there.... Kim Chuan... i'm so sowi....if i could turn back in time, i would rather i fall n bleed lyk hell than he hurtz himself...sobz...Pain pain....Then later he went to Genaral office to get it all clean up... then he came back up to 2nd floor then he walk to the watercooler to drink water... then mummy saw them then called miie then she run run run then i also run run run... but my leg the gen bewi pain till siao... so pain... lyk i'm bleeding already yet i go make the injureted part bleed even worst... then when we reach the water cooler there... i sat on the floor with my leg dam pain then mummy help miie mersuch a little... then when i stand up kim held my back and help miie up a little...then we walk back to class...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc66;">Inclass we tok quite alot larz... then later we had our test... then i went to toilet after test then it's MT lesson le... we tok to wee teng outside the class then shu ning tell miie teacher writting down name le... so i quickly went back to class n then saw kim chuan kana scolding...coz he nv tuck in shirt...</span></strong><strong><span style="color:#ffcc66;">then later we play with pluster... making it lyk we bleeding lyk tt... Then dunno y suddenly teacher angry... maybe becoz the class keep on being againest teacher untill she cannort take it le bahx......then we're all brought to genaral offic then kana scolding n also the toopid KPO teacher also come scold lorz....extral larz tt teacher...Then later we went back to class lorz...Then buring LIt leasson we dam suang... no teacher come our class... enjoy arz!!! kekes...then i go around speaking japanese...then i gt bring my jaoananese book marz.. then some of them took it from miie to learn japanese words too lorz... kekes...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc66;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Then after skool, miie ,kim chuan n kai xun went to play CS then miie n kim play till we nt bad... but i still bewi tyco de... only by luck then i can kill them de...kekes... then soon jj,andy,dong wen and hx come Xeno there too... then dunno hw they put their bag till the whold drawer fall then uncle come in... they say the culprit is dong wen... then dong wen kana pull out n kana puiplic caning... lolx...Then later we times up le then we went off... then later kim chuan kai xun n luckcus sent miie to near-by my house there the play ground then we stay there tok tok for awhile... then we saw ppl playing batminton then we lend the racket from the litle boi... then kim chuan n kai xun play till bewi funny... then kim chuan even hit my head with the shuttlecok...humph! pain noe.... humph!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">then later they all wan drink water... so they go buai norx... then left miie alone... then luckcus come back irst lorz... Kim chuan n kai xun n miie all drink the same.. all from my gan ma shop de... coke with perl...keks... then later kim n kai xun play with perl n shoot on ppl's stuff... then tt toopid aunty throw the perl back down then one kana my bag another almost kana miie...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">toopit aunty... Humph... KNN!...Then later we go another playground n play...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">dunno wad we do untill time passes so fast.... then after kai xun went home miie n kim sitting on the side by side slide then luckcus lyk siao lyk tt keep on play on the slide.. using different patten to slide down... funny sia... then i n kim chuan keep on laughting till siao... then later Kim chuan suddenly hold my hand then i kana a small shock.... but soon i've get use to it... our hand did nt let go for mins... till our hand sweat le still nv let go... then later i tired le so i lied on his shouder... then he ask miie... "u tired arz" then i tell him "uh(yar)" then i pick up my head from his shoudle... he then say lied down lorz... he nvm de... then i lied down back... then after a few more mins later he ask miie if he could send miie home first nw or i walk back myself later... then i also forgot wad i say le then he end up sending miie home first coz i agreed to too...Then lukcus n him send miie home marz... then dunno who lukcus toking to then he ask him to send miie up frist then he stay down here wait first...then he sent miie first n when we reach my door stept, i tried to take my keys out n tured a little... then later i tured my head to him wanting to tell him smth nt important then suddenly, his head come to mine n we kissed... i were so shock... his head were tilt side way when we kiss... i dunno wad to do n dunno wad really happen then coz it juz happen so fats... or i can say too fast...then he tell miie if i'm tired i should go slp first... then we said gd bye n he went off... while i'm still stuck finding my toopid house keys....then later we played maple together then he called n we chat while playing... i'm happy also coz he gt call miie piggy dear n dear dear n also zhu zhu dear dear... kekes... so happy... but miie nv call him tt narz... miie dun daer... miie shy... >.<></strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;">Miie Lubb DaZhuZhu Dear Dear alot!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;">Xiao Suai Ge worx!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;">MuAcKzZzZzZz!!!@@@@</span></strong> <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/23800379815834l.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/23800379815834l.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114113629645256407?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1141049235374055122006-02-27T22:06:00.000-08:002006-02-27T06:21:19.150-08:00<strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Todae Kim chuan dunno hw hurtz his hand again... he's tumb has a small cut but it's bleeding~!!! i see le also heart pain... so i went to take a tisuie n clean his blood...He look rather calm though.... but i'm nt... my heart really hurtz alot when i know he's hurtz.... Exspecily when he bleeds... it was his left tump though... I gave him the tisue after wards and he took it... I wonder why his hand is always so cold... Nt to mention it also a little sweaty... but i dun mind... i'm use to cold n sweaty hands... as hx also dose have this kind of hands... </span></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Hummm... Then when he send miie home, he ask miie why i qural with aloy today n i told him wad happen... then as he listen, he held my hand n i was a bit stun but remind myself to remain calm.... then i continew to tell him wad happened... but it's nt much for miie to say by them... and i counldn't think of anymore to say already...>.<</span> </span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">When we reach my door stair case there, i head a boom boom boom sound n the first thing that gt into my mind was my mother's off day... i then let go off his hand and walk to my door n saw my mum... luckily she was back facing miie... i then gib him a kind of signal asking him to go home n preten that he dosen't noe miie n he juz went off... i then called my mum... She asked miie why am i being so late then i told her that i went to play computer... We then startd to qural... There she go nagging about BGR n this n tt... yarwn... tired... well i juz nooded my head again n again saying orh but my ears are totaly shut!... kekes...Then later i help my mum to hang the wet cloths on to the bamboo n she brings it out to the sun... Then my mum's frenz came so did my aunt n uncle and biao mie... I then went to play the com with kim chuan... we chat in maple... then he suddenly decided to tell miie smth... he say... "i...want to....break up with you..." i was so stun n all of a sudden... my mind were running with so much question... y did he wanna break up with miie?.... why?... we were okay juz nw when he sent miie home... but why all of a sudden?... i can't belive wad is happening... i felt lyk crying... but i held back my tears as my biao mei is juz beside miie.... i'm realy sad,confuse and depressed... i could have juz took up the penknife n slash my wrist n make the floor full on blood... my blood.... But...i can't...</span></strong><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Then he suddenly tells miie "i'm juz joking" "dun take it to heart"... it's then i realise i was fooled n all my worries were nth... i was so afried n was thinking of what have i done wrong?... where did i done wrong.... i'm afired tt we'll break coz i had always think tt i dosen't suit him...coz he's too gd to be ture.... but i can't manage to let go...coz...it'll be too deep to be recover... but compare to hx... it might nt be as deep... but it still mean alot....to miie... alot alot....But i still feel lyk crying when he tells miie that he was only joking as i'm glad that it was juz a joke...I'm happy that it wasn't ture that he wanna break... I was really relive...really...really glad... Then soon we gotta log off.... I say gd bye n he said gd bye... n with a few sweet n loving words, we loged off.... then i went out to eat sakae sushi with my aunt n uncle n biao mei... it was really yummy~... but i stuff myself up too mcuh...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">When i gt back home again... i went to have a warm bath... and then return to my com and play maple... he wasn't online... But i help him do the teleporting quest again... n gave him 11000K++ n help him train till his exp 63%+ then i log out ad played mine...</span></strong><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But my char did died once... then left 58% le...it was 63% atfirst....sobz...my exp!!!Humph! i'll kill the toopid red stone next genaration to 'bao chou xue hen'!!! humph!!!Then once i died, i'll be lasy to play le lorz then come to write blog... kekes... nw my big sis comming home le so i gotta log out le... so buaix buaix... Muackzz *hug hug* *wave wave* ^-^</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114104923537405512?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1140783164611410032006-02-24T00:55:00.000-08:002006-02-25T07:08:09.363-08:00<strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">Today miie, kim, kai, luke n andy go play com at Xeno... we all play cs noe.... at one map i was the top flags noe... kekes... so happi... i reli lyk that map alot neax! hehe....hope that always can play that map~... kekes... Then as usual, kim chuan send miie home norx.... Then horz... luck also walk the same way marz... so we walk together lorz... untill the cross juntion near peixin one then we spilts our way.... Then kim n miie walk together... but we nv tok larz... lyk normal daes lyk that... nv tok.... Then untill the small squeezy way then he tried to hold moii hand... then i forgot wad i did then he didn't manage to hold it... wahkakaka... shhh... dun tell him worx....Then later under moii blk then he try again but this time got ppl walk toward our direction marz... so i move to the left alittle.... then dunno y he move to the rite... then we bang nito each other shoudlers lorz... wahkakaka... shhh... dun laught.... kekes....</span><span style="color:#ff6666;">then later near my letter box there then he manage to hold moii hand... kekes... lucky i nv do anything with my hand if nt later he cannort hold then no chance to hold hand liao then i will sad sad de....kekes....then later i go home we play maple together till my sis come back home at 8+pm then i log out... then later my sis watching tv then i come back into the room to use the com... then i miie n him tok in msn then we invite alot alot of ppl into the conversation... bewi laggie but fun... miie the culprit...keep adding ppl de... hehe.....shhh...dun tell ppl...later they angry with miie...shhh....Then later i go maple and send my char to orbis lorz... thouse who nv play maple might nt understand wad i'm writting de.... kekes.... then i change my MSN name to ShuWei aka XiaoZhuZhu then he write him name as Chuan aka DaZhuZhu...kekes... he say i small pig he big pig later sit on miie then i lorti plata. >.<></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114078316461141003?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1140689276972801602006-02-23T01:33:00.000-08:002006-02-23T02:07:57.000-08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>Hummm... i already break with hx for quite some time le worx.... But the happi news is that i started steading with someone eals le worx.... kekes..... u wanna noe who?... i dun tell u.... u wan noe?.... i dun tell u neax... bleax~!!! dun tell u dun tell u.... kekes.... u guess who bahx.... wahahaha....okay bahx... tell u who....it's kim chuan~!!! kekes... hummm... ytd n the dae before ytd miie bewi happi... exspecily todae..... kekes... wanna noe y? kekes.... dun tell u neax.... u guess bahx.... wahahaha... guess larz.... dun lyk that guess lea... kekes.... guess bahx~!!! wahahaha... okay larz... miie tell u why... kekes... on 21/2/06, mondae... he held moii hand noe~... kekes.... wahahaha.... miie ke siao.... bewi happi... but when he hold moii hand i bewi shock... kekes... but bewi happi... it might mean nth to u all out there but to miie it's specil... coz it's him that held moii hand.... kekes... Wo Xiang jui zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai...kekes... hao ai ni worx... then 22/2/06 he also got hold when we under my blk that time... but on that dae we nv talk much when he sends miie home....Then todae nea(23/2/06) we talk quite alot when we together....more then we offern do... n we held hand longer than we did too... kekes... bewi happi even though.... i still rmb when he first held moii hand, his hand we so cold.... maybe he nervous bahx...kekes... but todae his hand nt that cold.... kekes... bewi happi that we held hands kekes....</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Miie Lubb Xiao Suai Ge Dear Dear Yi Shen Yi Shi!!! *Blush*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-114068927697280160?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1137775742668498482006-01-20T08:39:00.000-08:002006-01-20T08:49:02.703-08:00<strong><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffcccc;">Hi yoz... Miie and ak[hx] no longer together le... We slience break le... i didn't know it till dong wen told miie... So that's why i dun walk pass 2Na very offent any more... But it ended in a go n pleasent way i guess... I didn't cry nor cut myself... But it did feel weird larz... Then later on after bathing then i feel better le... Didn't cry... But i still quite happy that we break... Coz i dun nid to play the guessing game anymore and i no nid to be hurt anymore and no nid to keep on missing anyone any more... So free lyk a bird... Then i even have a family le... I really lyk my school family! Coz my daddy and mummy all bewi nice to miie de... my mummu always so caring and nice and she lyk to share things alot... exspecily sweets... She everyday is a must to buy sweet... I find that my mummy and i got a lot in common... Very happy... Nw i miss my daddy and mummy... Today they call miie then we tok lyk siao lyk tat... keep on laughting... then the bad guy who bullly mummy one always kanna scolding from daddy... coz he bad guy marz... i Lubb my family!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Daddy - vincent 3EE 25 may 91</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Mummy - Hui Ying 2NB 26 dec 91</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Korz - aloysius 2NB</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Korz -Kim Chuan 2NB</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Korz - lin zhen 2TA</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Korz - zhen song 2TA</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">jie - firah 2NA</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">mei - Li Ying 2NB</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">mei - carmay 2NA</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Mei - hui shu 2NA</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Da yi - Poh Li 2NB</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ffcccc;">Yi Yi- shu ning 2NB</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-113777574266849848?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1136989960721169612006-01-11T06:23:00.000-08:002006-01-11T06:34:17.006-08:00<span style="color:#66ffff;">I so long nv undate my blog le... Nw a days i'm in a bad mood... I guess the sky is sad too... Tat's y it always rain... I dunno what got in to miie and hx... i really lubb him alot... During the holidays, he's always so caring,kind,funny and so nice to miie... But just becoz i did nt contact him for three weeks and a few days, he change... Everytime i tried my best to make him happy, he'll always answer miie in a very cold way... why?... i'm lyk walking the same foot stepts as my 2nd sis... she had a bf for 1 year plus and then afetr a while her bf turn colf to her... then hurtz her for a very long time then break with her... Maybe i'll end up the same as my 2nd sis... But untill then, i will try my very best to love him... i will nv gib up as long as i havent break with him... i really will try my best... Nv gonna gib up... Nv gonna let go till he do... </span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Hx! I WILL NV GIB UP! I REALLY LUBB U ALOT!</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-113698996072116961?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1130156505569195842005-10-24T20:21:00.000-07:002005-10-24T05:21:45.583-07:00<em><span style="color:#33ccff;">Today i acturly didn't wan to go to school but i though about hx and force myself to go and ran to school...When i reach schol,my poket is really full and heavy that i ask hx to keep my yu ki oh cards for miie. He frounded and looked angrily at miie. I then took my cards back and said nvm. Just when i was turning back, he scolded miie a really painfull word... "lan dou"...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">I was stun then. My heart felt as if it's been frozen and smashed in to peices. I really felt lyk crying then...but i controled. When i went back to class, i was so sad that i stayed at my place and listen to i-Pop song and slowly controling and atlast, i couldn't take it any more and started to cry quietly... Luckily Wee Teng nv notice... After i cried, i felt better and slowly turn back to my quiet feellings. I went to play U-no with hilia,Dong wen,izaird and Johnatan. Then i slowly started to peek at hx. Untill i feel alot alot more better then went to an empty sit beside hx and sat down. I sat there quietly looking kinda sad and then he asked "what's wrong?" Then i answer "nth..." smile and lie down on the table. I felt better then and started to smiled and laugth.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">It haven ended here yet... After school i had to go do a 20mins librian so i told him. He came to the libiry looking for miie after i told him and i was really touch and happy...Then he had Wu Su so i went to the hall with him after he changed his cloths and sat down with him. Later on when his Wu Su member friends came, they made fun of miie and him. He then ask miie to go home first coz later the Wu Su members need to use the spot where i and him were sitting. I then agree and tell him " then wo hui jai le...bye bye..." He then say " sorry hor..." So i reply " ni bu yong sou sorry...ying kai sou sorry de ren shi wo.." i hen smile and walk home... On my way home i met my pri schoold's friends's mother and talk to her awhile and then went to a book shop and bought colour paper to fold paper crane... i walk untill a block and the rain got bigger so i sat down and took out the colour paper and started folding paper crane. When the rain got smaller, i walk quickly home and then sat down infront of the com and waited for hx to return home to call miie... i waited and waited... Things started to get borning but i still wanted to wait for his call and dare not leave the phone alone... Soon after, my ah ma called then my mum called then at last, he called... I was so happy!!! But soon after...we quraled... I told him then i went to newgrounds.com to watch the short movie there and then he told miie that's a pron site...i know it's a pron site but the short movie there were not even a bit porn...infact...some are vilonce...as long as u dun go see the pron there can liao marz... i had send one of the movie to some of the northland friends like Wee Teng and Wee Seng...dun belive ask them lorz... Then he also call miie not to tok to don wen too much as he watch alot of pron site and if i not careful,i might be one of the tester for him... I say orh and then say i didn't really tok to him one larz so dun worry...Then that's where the qural begains...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">Every little words he said hurtz so much...i really couldn't help forcing myself not to cry.... Dunno how long can i take this any longer....</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">I really love him alot alot...really can't bare to let him go....but it really hurtz alot...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">Haiz....what shall i do?....can anyone tell miie?...i dun wan to breal with him....but it hurtz....</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-113015650556919584?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1129909611071722102005-10-21T11:46:00.000-07:002005-10-24T04:49:36.613-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/being%20with%20u.gif"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/being%20with%20u.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">Today i kinda qurale with hx again....<br /><br />I'm always scare to play survival project(online game) coz i'm scare that he'll get angry...Coz i'm always standing on his fire line and so i lyk kinda block his attack for the oppnent...And always almost made us lose... And the game got emotions de marz... So i kept useing the crying emotions,then he ask miie why i cry then i tell him coz i miss 1 fire sprits. But i got two back by killing someone in the game.Then he lyk sound bewi the angry and told miie that he hates ppl who cry 4 nth and make ppl worry one...so i say sorry...my fault...sorry... Then he say it's not my fault, and told miie hw he really feels. And so i wanna tells him hw i really feel inside...Here it gose...<br /><br />Hong Xian....<br />I really wanna make u happy and smile all day long...<br />But i've always fail to do so...<br />I'm already trying my best to hold my tears back when ever u say things that hurt miie alot...<br />I'm already trying moii best not to get angry easily as we'll end up quralling if i do...<br />I felt bewi happy when i'm near u and really magical when i felt ur warmth....<br />Where ever i am or whatever i do, i really wish that u'll always be by my side....<br />Holding ur hand and hugging u is the happies moment of my life...<br />When ever u tok to miie in an gental and caring way, i felt very lucky to hab u...<br />Ur gental smile had neber fail to brighten up my day....<br />When ever i had to leave or say gd bye, my heart hurts as i really miss u and don't bare to leave u...<br />I use to lyk sat and sun daes but now i hate them becoz i can't see u on these daes...<br />Unable to see or hear ur voice makes miie feels un-coufortable...<br />Every little things that u gib miie is very valuable to miie...<br />Every touching word that u say had remains in my heart including the painfull ones...<br />I'm trying my best to forget the painfull words so that it could become a scar instead or an bleading injurey....<br />I really wanna know more about u...to understand u...so that i can make u happy....<br />I dun care what ppl think of u...or what ppl say about u...all i know is i belive in who u are and what i've seen...<br />I've always belive in what u say and trusted u so much that i told u almost every single thing that happen around miie...unless i'm told to keep it a secret...<br />When ever ppl say u names, a sharp neddle will always poke my heart and that makes miie angry of that person who say u...<br />I had always think of u every nite be4 i sleep.... </span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">Even though sometime u scold miie lazy or whatever,i'm hurt and felt lyk crying but i control it all...</span></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">Even though u mistook miie for something and scold miie, i would always keep quiet and cry in my heart...</span></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">I'm really happy for everything that u done...</span></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">You would nv know when i cried or did i cried coz i will nv ever cry infront of u coz i dun wan u to get angry or worry....</span></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">I really hope u'll "ti liang wo" and atleast try to understand hw i feel, as i had tried to too....</span></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">If u had tried ur best already then that's al rite....</span><br /><br />This might just be some of it only...Some can only be felt when something happens...<br /><br />~*~*Pome*~*~<br />[I] had nv fell so deeply and freely in lubb be4...<br />[L]ightly and solfly the painfulness will eco...<br />[O]utwardly my smiling stands....<br />[V]isously the painfulness hurtz...<br />[E]ven though they really pain...u're<br />[C]uring it with ur gental smile.... <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/just%20love%20u.gif"></a><br />[H]owever the scars will still remain....<br />[E]ven if some are cured....<br />[O]nly some are bleading away....<br />[N]ow it slowly fade away....<br />[G]oing deep into my memories....<br />[H]ow would u know where it really hurt?...<br />[O]nly when u understands....<br />[N]ow if u really would belive....<br />[G]o and screach at rite this place....<br />[X] is the spot where it really hurt...<br />[I]n the deep deep middle middle up up lefty lefty....<br />[A]nd if u really do find it....<br />[N]ever will it be exsist again....<br /><br />Slowly, steadyly, u'll understand....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112990961107172210?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1126362529768494912005-09-10T22:28:00.000-07:002005-09-10T07:28:49.796-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/come%202%20miie%20plz.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/come%202%20miie%20plz.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc00;">Today,hearing his voice on the phone,i can know that he's getter better...hope he do...i played maple with him in the afternoon after he woke up from his nap...we trained together untill his exp reaches 60%+ then we go buy soild horn(a monster drop iterm) to trade with the quest guy and gain exp....soon his exp reaches 90%+ and we trained it untill he lvl up to lvl 30 then we run to the orbis ticket boot to buy ticket and take boat back to vitory so that he can take 2nd job advancement....then after he took his 2 job, i made a glove for him...even though he paid for the upgrading cost and provied the screws but the rest of the mertiral was from miie...hope he like the glove....but i'm making another lvl 30 shoe for him...and this time,i'll make sure that everything is from miie...so that he wouldn't waste a single bit of his things....well...that's all i wanna say for today..see ya guys tml...buie buie...*wave wave*....</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112636252976849491?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1126254247481364652005-09-09T22:16:00.000-07:002005-09-09T07:16:26.376-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/sad.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/sad.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#66ffff;">Today is the 2nd day that's he's sick or maybe 3th...he volmited just 2days ago at mid-nite...i'm worry...hope he get well soon...seeing him so weak and tired hurts miie alot...hope i can do something for him but i can't...i dun even dare to call him...i'm scard that i would wake him up from his sleep...coz sick ppl must get enough sleep in order to recover fast marz...so i dare not call him...haiz...miss him so much...suddenly feel so lonely and empty with how him...wish that he'll recover soon....well...all u readers out that must take care of ur own body too kay?....drink more water...that's all for now le...buie buie...*wave*....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#66ffff;">Hi again...just finish playing gunz with hx not long agao....he's still very sick though...while playing he say he felt like volmiting...then he also sound like a little bit bad mood...so i kept quiet...then later i also sounded a little angry so he though i dun belive that he's gonna volmite...then..he became angry lorz...then i tell him that i never never belive him...then i ask him to go volmite...then he say he dun feel like volmiting le so i told him if he wanna volmite then go volmite bahx..and if he wanna sleep then just go aleep bahx...then he say orh...humm...next time if he sick or what horz...then i gotta say things that's funny to cheer him up le...seeing him angry is just painfull...i dun wanna see him angry...>.<...i really like the gental simle and cute laughter of he's...and i really do miss it alot too...hope he'll get well soon...if there a super herb that will make him recover faster,but it's only at yishun park and it's rarely been seen there,then i'll camp there and look for that herb day and nite....but ofcoz u know there's no such thing...but anyway...</strong></span><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">GET WELL SOON HX!!! COZ I REALLY MISS THE ENERGYTIC YOU!!! MuAcKz! LUBB YA 4EVER! WAITING 4 U TO RECOVER! THEN I MIGHT BE PREPARE TO GIVE U A PREASENT!!! =P</span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#66ffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112625424748136465?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1125321286646084442005-08-29T21:14:00.000-07:002005-08-29T06:27:21.490-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/lover%20angle.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/lover%20angle.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;">He fainally ask for patch just last week! Things has been going smoother and smoother... Just last sat[27/8/05] he huged me!!! He's strong arm tighted around me, his warm body leand aginest me....i'm happy! I still remember the last time we patch,there were no movement for weeks and i had to make the first move....But now,he made the first one....And just now...just now....wha~!!! i can't say already....I'M BLUSHING REAL HOT!!! ICE WATER!!! I NEED ICE WATER PLZ!!! Breath in....breath out...breath in....breath out....phew...that was so hard to say...even by thinking of it make be blush....but dun worry...it's nth dirty....lol! My lip's still wram sia.... so happy today... And i had never knew Andy would be so scard of my doggie..... And he would even been fooled around by Hong Xian and Dong Wen....so cute sia andy.....if only he would be like tat in school.....haiz...but i know that that would never happen.... Well my last words are:<span style="font-size:180%;">HX I LUV U FOREVER AND WILL NEVER EVER LET U GO AGAIN~!!!! NEVER EVER!!!!!</span></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112532128664608444?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1124707295404701332005-08-22T18:42:00.000-07:002005-08-22T03:42:10.346-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/couple%207.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/couple%207.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6600;">Now a day i've became happier le...i can at least talk to him....and be with him...i no longer need to walk in his shawdows any more....i cold see his smail,feel his warms and hear his voice...i'm really happy already...even though he's only moii PaPa...but that's all i need to be near him...even though i get jelousy when he got close to Wee Teng,...but i'll always stop myself from jelousing....coz i belive that Wee Teng know what's she's doing...and i belive wee teng when back stab me....coz she know i like hx....But papa....521. .1314. .184. .520...[<---learn from wee teng de]</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6600;">Pa Pa...even when i knew that it's imposible for us already...but....but i'm still waiting...as i belive that fate is fair...and i luv u too much to let u go already....521. .184.....</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112470729540470133?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1123930084543743782005-08-13T18:48:00.000-07:002005-08-13T03:48:04.550-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/1600/chines%20luv%20pome.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4364/774/320/chines%20luv%20pome.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Today hx and Dong Wen came to my house...We had lots of fun today...it was really happy..I'm not telling u what really happen but it really fun thought~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">But no dirty thoughts plz....nth dirty ok...it's just a game we're playing only~...the game was fun~ and we had alot of joy and laughter togerher...even inthe end we had quite a number of injuring...but it's worth it...And so long i never pinch hx face le...today at last can pinch till i happy...wahahaha....i can even see a scard on my hand...lol...but nvm...as long as i could be frenz with hx angin,even if it die...it's worth it...wahahaha...As long i can see his caring smile....hear his gental voice...feel his cosy touch...everything dosen't matter at all already...even if it's injure or death...i'm willing to do it just for him....even as frenz....Becoz i belive...one day we might be togerher...I wanna wait...and i will wait!.....</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112393008454374378?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1123857859359390342005-08-12T22:44:00.000-07:002005-08-12T07:44:19.376-07:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">Today is a really happy day...infact,ever snice i started play CS with them, i've been happy~!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">today i went to CS with Hong Xian,Andy and Cristoher....then we played with other ppl in the game room too it was fun though...well..atleast i'm getting better~...wahaha...Then After Cs, we went to northpoint...then later crit bring us to the un exsit shop of his friend and then he went off back to school for BB...Then left me,Hx and Andy...then we shop shop a while then i saw my peixin friend...so andy and hx wanna play hide and seek marz...so they ran off without me to popularz to see PS2 games...then i couldn't find them so went backl to lever 2 and waited beside the Power9 shop...standing beside the shop brings back many many many memories...the happy ones...the sad ones...and then stupid ones....i almost cried while thinking of those stupid things i done...and now even lost them...and felt like crying...but i control my tears and think...i wanna be strong...i wanna work hard to achived what i wanted....even though i didn't get what i wan...but at lest i got him as a frenz...it's more than enough already~....so i waiting for 5 to 10 mins then go up to 3th floor to look for then...while going up the ex-cur-lator,i saw them..just beside it...and i was so happy then i could just jump up and hug him...but i couldn't ofcoz...but i'm also sad at the same time..coz my mind is still running with thoughts of last time...then we went to min-toons and then andy wanna buy sweet but he had no money left so i gave and $1 while hx gave 50cent</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">well...hx still got some money left~then andy pick the sweets and weight it and pick and weight...then at last got the correct amount then while walking out dunno what hx and andy toking about as my mind is still with thoughts and then andy ask me if i wanna eat the sweets and i just stright away say nope...the hx got a shock and say huh!!! so loundly...that the thoughs in my mind just ran away...then later we found a spot to settle things down to have a rest...so they continew to eat while toking about the pattens behinds us...and they even play with their sweets...even hought hx got hit my head and push my head...but he did it even gental than before...and then later when they wanna go hom, i sent them till the bus stand there and then wait for the bus with them....while waiting,hx keep on asking me to eat the sweets but i keep on say dun wan...coz i wan them to eat the sweets...it's not like as if i put posion it it~ but it's becoz sweets plays an important part in life...sweets have many meaning...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">1st meaning:ppl who like to give their frenz sweets is becoz they want to be friends with them forever...and hope that nth unpleasent would happen to break their friendship....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">2nd meaning:some ppl give their frenz sweets becoz they loves to share so much then they would suffer for their frenz....they would like to see the smiles on their frenz face when they recived it as it bring pleasure in their heart as well as their frenz....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">3th meaning:ppl give their frenz sweets becoz maybe their friends are not really happy or are angry with them so they give sweet as a form of "sorry plz forgive me" or "cheer up!"...they presous their friends so much that they wanted to see the smiling faces of their's....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"><br />Well as for me...i give sweet for all thouse meanings above...as i really treasure my frenz so much...even though i always buy sweet for them everyday untill i also dun have any money left for myself...but it's worth it...as i wan my frenz to be happy...and i wanna frenz them forever~...and sometimes i could see my frenz being sad...so i wanted to cheer them up with the sweets...and sometimes i am just so stupid to do wrong things that mead them angry...so it's also mean sorry~....<br /><br />Well back to the part where hx were call me to eat sweets but i dun wan....then after that...we kept quiet for a while then i suddenly felt like singing ...so i sang~ then hx say i'm someone who is name "sofl radio".....lol...then later on the bus came and when hx and andy going up the bus that time, i say bye bye to them and hx smile to me and turn back and walk into the bus...that smile...i remember...it was the same,gental,caring,kind smile that he use to give me before....i felt so happy to see those smile again...to know how much he cre for me and a frenz...i'm really happy...i'm so happy to feel him gental and warm touch...even it's just a beating or a push on the head...and felt happy to hear those gental voices and seing the gental smiles...those thing add a little light into my life...for my present and my furture.....as i watch the bus left,i feel a little sad...but i know i'll still see him...on monday...and there's no douth on it...i look forward for that day....<br /><br />when i went home,my frenz shaiful and hx got a misunderstood so i tell hx what had really happen...then at the same time i scard he angry so also ask him not to be angry and ask him to realxe and cool down...and i help him blow wind...even it's only a word....lol...then i went back to my game lorz...then went i came back i saw him reply back something..i'm gald that he reply in a happy manner coz i scard he angry~...>.<><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112385785935939034?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1123330537371848802005-08-06T20:15:00.000-07:002005-08-06T05:16:57.630-07:00<strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">even though i can't be with you....but being frenz will just be enough...even though you scolded me....but listening to your voice will just be enough....even though if you slap me....but feeling your warm will just be enough....even though wwe could just talk on the phone....but it brings me 1 step closer to you....even though we hardly talk in class...being with you would just be enough....even though i walk slower that you....but looking at your back ground will just be enough...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">You voice...ur looks...ur warm....ur words...ur expression....will also live within me...within my soul...within my life...within my heart...and within my memories....forever..it'll stay...forever..it'll be...forever it be kept...lock and remembered....i'm sorry for hurting you...so sorry...i regreted...i really sorry...i really mean it....sorry...sorry sorry....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">Sorry for making you cry...sorry for letting u hurt so much....sorry for everythings...sorry...now i feel the pain...the suffering...the hardness of being in your shoe...that time i was selffish....unresonalble....uncaring...unkind...greedy... and alot alot more...i've never tried to feel how you would feel...think how you would think....and cry how u would cry...i'm sorry...sorry sorry sorry.....i noe it's too late already...i didn't mind if i got lesser than i wish for...as long as i could be with you...even as frenz....i dun mind...as long as i could her your voice...see your smile...nth could be more important than that already....really...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112333053737184880?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1123240416918746932005-08-05T19:13:00.000-07:002005-08-05T04:13:36.933-07:00<strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">I really like him alot...</span></strong><strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">i dun wanna let him go....haiz...but now...there's no turning back....i am now punish by the god of being so bad...to hurt the one that really luvs me and to lie to my feelling that i had always contain in my heart....the god wanna shown me how foolish i am to let him go....how selfish i am to hurt him...how evil i am to treat him that way....and now i had knew what i had done...and are willing to punish myself for my own wrong doing....and to push away all that like me...and concentrad on him...wait for him...luv him...guild him...protect him...i had already done my best to show him how much i cre for him...and now the only hope is fate ,desterny and god...hx...i'm willing to wait for you...as long as i can...and are willing to offer...as much luv as i can....even thought if you like someone else....i'll help you to win her heart...encourge you to wait for her...and give you all the surport you need...as long as you're happy...i'm happy too...as long as you are safe...my life means are your's to have...my fate and hope...my suffer and happyness are now in your hands...no matter you're willing to accept my life to protect you....i'll take it as you had already accept...and do whatever i can to make you happy....You can scold mii....shout at mii...box mii...slap mii...i won't mind...as long as you'll feel better after beatinng or scolding mii...it'll be worft it....</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112324041691874693?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1123059467910903062005-08-03T04:57:00.000-07:002005-08-03T01:57:47.926-07:00<div align="left"><strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">Hours by hours,days past....and the fear in mii had still remained....the things that hurt still stayed...and the scar that had been made...stayed too....his words...pain ones...sad ones...happy ones...shy ones...will forever remain....his voice....high ones...low ones..firce ones...shy ones...will remain...his look and expressions.....happy ones...sad ones...shy ones...angry ones....will always be there...in my mind....no matter how scary....how pain...how suffering...it'll stay...<br />I wanna be...i wanna be the ones...beside him...making him happy...but...can i?...<br />i really mean it....the fellings....the feelings of all of these thing burnt inside mii...telling mii to go for it...telling mii to be strong...telling me to stay...and wait for him...it's just so strong that...i can't forgot of the feelings when i held him hand...feels his warm...hear his voice...and the thing that he says...the more i think of it...the more strengthless i am...being defeted by the feelings of pain....i really wanted him to know how i feels...how i think...and how i am...but is it too late?...haiz....hong xian...i really like you...alot....no...i mean i really luv you alot....if i could be with you...i would hold you tight and would never let you go again...never ever....</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112305946791090306?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1122379347397172062005-07-26T20:02:00.000-07:002005-08-13T03:32:18.646-07:00<em><span style="color:#33ccff;"><strong>I didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't ididn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn'ti didn't i didin't i didn't i didn't....crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying cryingcrying crying cying crying crying crying crying crying....cutting cutting cutting cutting cutting cutting cutting cutting cutting cutting.....cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut....cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cy cry cry cry cry cry cry cry c ry cry cry cry cry cry crycry cry cry cry cry cruy cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry...i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didn't i didin't i didn't.....cried all the way......Is this what you wan...coz i'm doing it now....</strong></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112237934739717206?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1122030629670674262005-07-22T19:10:00.000-07:002005-07-22T04:10:29.676-07:00<strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">My mum is being so sensertive...she dun trust mii now...everything also scold scold scold...it all started when she found the necklass that hx gave mii...haiz...if only i had kept it properly....then she would trust mii more and stop interupting every silgle thing i do....should i just take the pendan and walk up to tell her that i had this present from a guy who likes mii...but i didn't stead with him of have any bf and didn't be around guy as much as last time?....should i tell here these to gain her trust again?....why can't my parent trust mii and love mii like other's?...why?,,,,i have enough problem already...didn't she know that teenage life as a secondary pupil is very difficult?...Why can't then try to understand?...Even thought they are trying to protect mii but can't then just reapect my dicision?....i have tones and tones of problems already....Sometimes just by thinking about it make mii tried and wish that i could sleep for thousand and thousands of years untill the problem has gone and no one seems to remeber it.....haiz...how i wish that i could find someone that i could trust...and count on to tell them my problems...but now-a-days...frenz like this are very hard to find.....even thought i had found one...but that someone that i trust had change so much...and is no longer someone who i can really count on.....haiz....Hope i'll find a frenz that i can count on soon.....</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112203062967067426?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1121775029849979912005-07-19T20:10:00.000-07:002005-07-19T05:10:29.863-07:00<div style="styleDocument: [object]"><strong style="styleDocument: [object]"><span style="styleDocument: [object];color:#33ccff;" >Today Ak still behave weirdly....still so cold and hush to mii....why did this happened?....what had happened to him...i really wanna know how he feels now....do he still love mii or do he not.....do he hate mii or not.....do he find mii anot....have i done alot of things to make him angry......i have lots and lot of question to ask him....but...how could i ask him...when should i ask him...where should i ask him....will he reply properly?.....i wondered.....</span></strong></div><strong><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></strong><br /><div style="styleDocument: [object]"><strong style="styleDocument: [object]"><span style="styleDocument: [object];color:#33ccff;" >Then today i cried at class coz have too much problem to solve that i can't take it and cried....but nobody know why i cried as i didn't share my problem with my any of my frenz....then Andy started to sucpect that i cried becoz of Ak's attitude changing so much and being cold to mii...then Andy told Ak i cried for him but he dun belive...then later when teacher came in the class and i went back to my sit and tried to stop myself from crying,Andy asked my if i were crying for Ak and i didn't reply but i did blush...then Andy said" ah there! she is crying for you larz!" then ak looked at mii and i blush and looked away...then on,i caught that he sometime took a fast glance at him while toking to other ppl....then when crist say he forhead started bleading,i was so shock and quickly took musfirah tisue and gave it to crist then he gave Ak a piece of tisue and gave the hold pack back to mii....i was so shock and sad for his bleading that i started to felt like running up to him and hug him stright away...but ....i just dun dare...but if we were one to one...i think just maybe i would hug him stright.....i just can't stop thinking of him..i dunno why...even while playing game, i still would suddenly think of him and even wish he were playing the computer game with mii...but it seems kinda imposible.....haiz.....</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112177502984997991?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1121676946359882952005-07-18T16:55:00.000-07:002005-07-18T01:55:46.456-07:00<strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">Haiz....hope you all would understand mii.....i dunno why am i like that....haiz....I suddenly like him agina...i dunno why...or how...haiz....i must be going crazy le....haiz....i get jelouse so easily when he's very close to orther gurls....i get sad when he's not around mii...and i felt very happy when he tok to mii or smile at mii....i wonder why am i behaving like this....i had brock his heart twice already....so i dun wanna break his heart again....but i could no longer keep my feeling as a secret any more...i wanted to tell him so badly that sometimes i just gone crazy about it just by thinking about it....how can i let him know my feeling without hurting him....can anyone help mii?...haiz......Hope i wouldn't be so crazy anymore.....</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112167694635988295?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1120994968017722152005-07-10T04:28:00.000-07:002005-07-10T04:44:45.746-07:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">My birthday had past...frenz like Hong Xian,KaiLing,Wee Teng,Poh Li and Musfirah gave mii presents and i really do like it...exspecily 1 of them that i tresure alot...it's from my dad...i really love it alot alot...Thank you everyone~!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">Haiz... today dunno why...felt so sad that i dun even fell like playing games going out and even talk on phone...today i call BoyX....his voice sound as if he had never know mii....really hate mii and being irratated...i dunno why...he's always so kind,so nice and even so gental to mii...but...today's different....it's totaly out of order...he sound so cold,so angry and even hate is inside his voice....i really felt like crying the first time..but i held it back...then the secan time felt so painfull as if my heart has been cut into many bits of papers....Today when i heard his sounded like tat,i'm so sad that my voice grew softer and softer...it's so soft even my voice start to tremble....i dunno why or how it became like this....i just wanted him to be someone i can treasure in my heart forever...but now...it's seem so imposible...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">Now my leg's bleeding coz i wanted to write this down sooo much because of the hurtfull feeling that i accentily cut my leg on the eged of the bed....not really deep even though but it's bleeding...any way...it's worth it...now my painfullness in my heart isn't that painfull already....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112099496801772215?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1120482806592319592005-07-04T21:15:00.000-07:002005-07-04T06:15:56.080-07:00<em><span style="color:#ff0000;">Just few days more to my birthday....Hope ppl will remeber my birthday....haiz....well...my frenz in primary school always forgoten my birthday one....dunno wheater my sec school frenz will remember....haiz.....hope they do....i had my skirt made shoter....and now no needa fold le...wahaha....just went to change the length on friday with musfirah and her fater....then i'm gonna give my kor kor/papa(hx) a neckless with his name on it one as a birthday preasant....going to power9 at Northpoint to buy it...hehe....he said he'll be giving preasant too...wonder what's is it....Hope i won't kana subbo when my birthday com...later my shirt whold so sticky and dirty then my mom had to wash untill siao liao...i dun wan my mom to suffer....>.<...and i also dun wan kana scolding on my birthday.....so plz dun sobbo mii arz....you all wanna bit mii them dun bit so hard....later i kana blueblack then die.....here blue black there blue black then later cannot sleep....lol......hope i will have a wonderfull birthday~....^-^</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112048280659231959?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1120373110005046002005-07-03T14:45:00.000-07:002005-07-02T23:45:10.030-07:00<em><span style="color:#3333ff;">i have been single for a very long time already....It's not really a bad feeling thought....But my heart fell kinda emty...well...that dosen't matter...as long as i'm hapopy....^-^ Dunno why now-a-days my temper not very good...alwasy get angry so easily....my moob not that good....Now hx is my kor kor le....well aparenly...i LOVE all my kors and jie.....so there's nth wrong if i tell my kor or jie i love them...wahahaha...=P.....well yesterday just cried for my thirt kor...coz i never knew i had made him suffer for mii sooooo much....and all i do is break him heart and make him worry...mii really cried you know...he did too....haiz....well any way...i'm gonna give my thirth kor a neckless with him name on the front and I LUV U on the back.....wahaha....</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-112037311000504600?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119446329501287352005-06-22T21:18:00.000-07:002005-06-22T06:18:49.510-07:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">Days past...i had never knew being singal whould have so much fun....Today no phone call are made....no ppl follwing mii around in games....no ppl trying to show off their best to protect mii....all alone fighting...making frenz....tok with boys in game...no jelousy can be found any where.....so happy...so relaxing....wonder how long would this be continew....well anyway....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">I think the rest of the thing that i would say...is better if Wee Teng dun continew reading this....Coz i'm gonna say about my mom so....i scard she cry...so Wee Teng...if you'll cry then dun see arz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Well today mii had dinner with my mom....My mom bought a beef steak and we shared the food together as i was not hungry....We tok about lots and lots of funny things...i could hardly remember any of it but anyway...it was fun....my mum cut the steak into small peices and then i atte then with my mom and my sis....mii,my mom and my sis tok about lot and lot of funny thinks...ok...i remember one...it was about my sis slow emotion....she told us that she once was washing the toilet floor as it's fill with shit that was left behine by my dog...welll any way....She on the water and felt that the a little painfullness and tought that the water was cold then she think again then she thought to herself"A....or is it hot?..." then she realise she was burn by the water hotness and quickly turn the water back to coolness....(ofcoz it's not funny saying it here...but the way my sis say was relly funny...you should seen her expression....</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">well dun wanna tok too much today...gotta go play Maple...mii lvl 20 le...yaya!!! gonna be lvl 21 le wahaha.then can do quest le...wahaha...then can get gold ore le wahaha....well...see ya tml...maybe...=P Good nite...Sweet dreams....Dun let kar kar(as in bed bug) Bite....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111944632950128735?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119447319474482642005-06-22T06:35:00.000-07:002005-06-22T06:35:19.486-07:00My darkness are turning into light<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/320/style.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:2px solid #AAAAAA; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/320/style.jpg'></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111944731947448264?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119339736425633402005-06-21T15:42:00.000-07:002005-06-21T00:42:16.430-07:00<em><span style="color:#3333ff;">Iman came to MSN and ask why did i break with hx.....But i didn't ans coz i'm at Maple...Well...dose that mean it's over?....dose that means he gonna slince break with me?....Dose that mean we're never gonna be together again?....I know iman is angry at mii....Coz he had mand hx a frenz...and so....i'm being blame.....Haiz...what should i do now?...everyone would put the blame on me and say that i the one who say i wanna beak(i did think of breaking but...i didn't say any thing about it...or did i?...)....haiz....Maybe breaking with him might make mii even stress of being blame....haiz.....dunno larz...still confuess....We'll tok about it tml bahx....</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111933973642563340?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119340103309188512005-06-21T00:48:00.000-07:002005-06-21T00:48:23.313-07:00<a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/50/style%2021.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:2px solid #AAAAAA; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/320/style%2021.jpg'></a><br />Darkness is growing within my heart....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111934010330918851?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119340051605469122005-06-21T00:47:00.000-07:002005-06-21T00:47:31.610-07:00<a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/50/style%202.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:2px solid #AAAAAA; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/320/style%202.jpg'></a><br />Is darkness growing within my heart?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111934005160546912?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119254436620531922005-06-20T01:00:00.000-07:002005-06-20T01:00:36.626-07:00<a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/50/cturese1.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:2px solid #AAAAAA; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/278/6489/320/cturese1.jpg'></a><br />I'm so stress<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111925443662053192?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119254326342825802005-06-20T00:36:00.000-07:002005-06-20T00:58:46.346-07:00<em><span style="color:#3333ff;">I'm so tired...very tired....Wanna sleep a long long sleep.....can any one plz help mi....Every min i'm with him,i'm stress....i dunno why i really dun but i'm just sick and tired about every things....i feel like breaking but just dunno how to...i dun wann break his heart...i dun like the feeling of breaking his heart...i dun have the courage to beak with him...i'm really stress...Unless he break with mii or i'll stay in the moob of stress....and forever i'll be stress...And forever i'll be unhappy.....If only he'll break with mii...coz i dun wanna hurt him but it's just so hard.....i shouldn't have stead with him in the begaining...if only i knew this was gonna happened....Now then i know my love in the begaining was just smiply brother and sister love...nth much...stress.....hate this felling....it suck....</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111925432634282580?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1119093316808938422005-06-18T19:15:00.000-07:002005-06-18T04:15:16.813-07:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><em>Last nite i dream of that mermaid again....I drea, that i was back to the time when i'm on my bed at late at nite...i knew stright away thati was in my dream and i stood up and drew my sword for under my bed...(where dose the sword come from again any way?...)The i stood there ready for battle...then the mermaid came to my room from the window it brock my window down and came into my room....(where did my sister went?...)Then i cut off it's tail then it regrew back...The mermaid then came to mii wanted to tear off my face...i just took up my sword and cut it's head off then pock it through from the neck.....blood's gussing out from every where....Then my mum came in and ask why is it so noise in here then she saw the body and shouted out lound and then....i woke up....</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111909331680893842?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1118982659221169192005-06-16T12:30:00.000-07:002005-06-16T21:30:59.230-07:00<em><span style="color:#3333ff;">haiz...dunno why today suddenly felt so lonely and boring....haiz...i call hx house phone at 11.01 untill 12.01 but still no one pick up the phone...haiz...so boring...miss him so much...yesterday my mum at home so i cannot call him then today nobody at home then i call him but no one ans....felt like being left out.....haiz...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">And tok about the dream i had last nite...i dream of the scary mermaid that mii Ziying and Denice jie jie made at Setosa the Palawan beach....The mermaid had no face and is look for a face that suit her...she has been tearing off gurls face to paste it on her's and she had a tail with no scals on it but only fleash...and it's bleeding....every where it gose it will leave a trail of blood....she even had bone like fingure....her hair where mud-like coloure with some sea plants stuck on it it and some dead fish bone and part of gurls faces where stick on to her hair too....When she tore gurls face out,and think it's ugly, she'll paste it on it's tail....so on the tail there's faces and it look even scaryer....It's was chacing mii,my sis,Ziying,Denice,ah pea jie and lots of other gurls...we were runny for pour lives....the gurls who ran slow whould be caught and the face would be tone off ans paste it on the tail and she continew chasing us untill the faces fully cover her tail then she go to a toilet and try on the faces one by one and made the toilet fill with blood...then if she still dun get a face that she wants she would go and find more gurl to hunt for their faces.....then i dream that i was sleeping then suddenly the window of my room clash open and i just dought the falling window and took out my sword....(wait a min...think of it wheren dose the sword came from?....) Then she made some weird sound and went to my sis wanting to torn off her face and then i went to pull my sis away from her and slash away it's hand.....the mermaid turn it head at mii and her hand just pop back up(re-grew out of it's arm)....then i ran with my sis and call everone in the house to wake up and run....while they ran i stayed and instead lock the door of my room and started to have a one on one with the stupid mermaid....it flew towards mii and wanted to grab my face and i just slash off it's tail as a fish can't swim without it's tail i tot by slashing it off would help mii....then she fall on to the ground...then the tail started to regrew but i pock the sword from the top of the head and push it deep down and her blood came gushing out all over the room and soon my room became a pone of blood....then i saw the faces that it tore flew away back to the rightfull owner of theirs and all had be revied...but then i notice that my forhead had been tore off a little by the mermaid and my hand had been cut a little by it's nail while fighting and then i realishe my forhead started to grow something out of it and it started with a tail and then the body then it's hand then i realish the mermaid had planted the reborn seed in my forhead and then i just took sword and slad the tail off and then i pock the sword throught my head....OUCH~!!! it's so paintfull....then i woke up and started to do my daily stuff as if nth had happened...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111898265922116919?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1118750797149791512005-06-14T20:07:00.000-07:002005-06-14T05:07:07.716-07:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">In the begaining i'm not sure if i did made thr right choice of steading with Hx...but in the end...i didn't regret...I knew that he will be the one who will bring joy and ture love in my life...but..i can't 100% sure that he'll love mii forever...as many guy told mii this before that they will love mii forever...but in the end...did they made it?....No...they was the one who brock my heart again....So if you're reading this hx... i want to tell you that....."Thanks for all the love you gave mii..and thanks for protecting mii soo much...i really really do love you...alot...And sorry that i can't belife in ture love...as we are still young..."</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111875079714979151?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1118584758304852152005-06-10T11:27:00.000-07:002005-06-12T21:28:04.646-07:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><em>Today just came back from sentosa...Sentosa is the place where Worls War 2 takes place...as many ppl died,it became hunted....I went ther with my sister and har frenz,ZiYing,russle,Bishan,Yong Long, his gf and another guy and jie jie which i had forgoten their name....On 9/6/05 morning, mii and my sis went to the MRT station to meet up with them...but Yong Long and his Gf haven go yet....then later on we went to the near-by coffie shop and eat...mii and my sister didn't eat anything as we are not hungry....Then later on e went to Time-Zone and we played the game...it's something like a car but in an advance vesion....Mii and my sis didn't play the game at all...we just stod by and watch...</em></span></div><div align="left"><em></em></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><em>Then we went to the bus station and waited for the bus 855 and sat from the beganing till the end of the bus trip and then we went to the toilet and went to wait for the Setosa bus....When we reach there i had to bus the Sentosa ticket and went on in and again we had to take a very short trip on the bus again...When we reach, we had to walk quite a distance and reach a little hill and had to climb up the stairs of the hill it was very steep....</em></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"><em>When we reach, Ziying had to kick the door and push it open as the door had spoil....Then we went in and went on upstair and in our room we saw Sandie crying saying she hate a boi...because he bully her and then my sis went to stop her from crying...Then later Sandie went to bath....Then Russle went to sleep on his bed.. So we went down stair to have our lunch...And man was the Macoroni saltish....I almost volmite....Then after that we went up back to our room and played some games then beshan and the jie jie fall a sleep and so mii,my sis,ZiYing and the kor kor went to ride bicycle...Luckyly i had learned to ride two weel bicycle or i'll be losing out...So we went on riding untill we had to go up a very very very steep hid...so we had to get down the bicycle and push it up hill...My sis good lor...the kor kor help my sis push the bicycle up the hill...We were then bitten by moskitoe...Man...never knew i would be bitten so much...sharks...</em></span></div><div align="left"><em></em></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#663300;"><em>Then after that we ride back...Luckly near our Share-Lay got a 7-eleven shope the we went to buy some drinks and went on to go back to the bicycle rental shop and return the bicycle...Snice the shope and our Share-lay aren't that far so we walk back and Russle they all had woken up and kept calling us to go back....After that, that nite we had a BBQ and many ppl went there...after we ate we went to 7-eleven and brought water and 2mat and went to Palawan beach which is just infront of our Share-lay and sat on the mat...then we watch the stars sparkle under the nite sky and trying to spot the different between the saterlight and the stars...</em></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#663300;"><em></em></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>After that my sis started to dig a hole and in the hole she made a love shape and it was soo nice...my sis pro sia...lol..After that every one started to play with the sand...Ziying went to aside and made a very big marmaid...it was so scary sia...mii and my sis felt uncomfertable and had a bad feeling about the marmaid...so we ask then to distroy it....then Ziying had to take The Bungolow Share-lay key so she had to go back before her mum gose home...so mii,my sis and Russle followed...as there were lesser ppl and it's already 12 in the mid-nite, mii and my sis felt something really really bad...my sis ever saw things...as my sis 3th eye are stronger than mine...When we went back we stayed in the room...But i still felt something is around us...something's watching us...But just couldn't see it...but when i look into the mirro which is facing the window,i saw a lig blueish white figure out side the window...it looks like a he and it's quite old...i tried to act as if i couldn't see it...but i just can't stop myself for shevering...Then i just walk toward the bed sat on it and try to look at other direction....</em></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em></em></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><em>Then after that Russle had to go back to the beach and meet the other which is waiting for Yong Long and his Gf...So mii and my sis went to bath together Common it's not like we are lassbian rite?...it's just because my sis and i share the 3th eye...she had 50% of it and i had 50% of it...so it's not like i can see that thing every time....When she sees it i dun...when i sees it she dun...Well any way...After we bath we went downstair and watched the tv and after a while Russle they all came back with Yong Long and his GF...Then later mii bishan ZiYing the kor kor and jie jie went to the back door there the picnace table and they told us not to say any thing about the Ghost thingy infront of Yong Long GF as she is very afried of these things...and we all agreed...</em></span></div><div align="left"><em></em></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><em>Then we watched the tv untill 2am+ and went to our room and played some games till 4am+...Yong long played with us too...he was funny then...dunno wheather her GF got angry or jelouse anot....hope not...Then untill 4am++ we all fell asleep...then in the morning ZiYing woke up about 8am+ then mii and my sis woke up after her and then slowly about 10/11 + they all woke up...Yong Long and his GF leave first as they had something to do i think...Then about 12+ Bishne then wake up...Then in the after noon mii and my sis went to the the grassfloor infront of the Bungelow and pick love bean...we picked about 300+ of it...while the others stay in the air-cone room and make baloons dogs,bears,flower,mouse,hat and many m,ore pattens...then slowly we took turns to bath and Bishang Russle the kor kor and jie jie leave before mii,my sis an ZiYing as we had to wait for her mom...Then in the evening then her mom came but the car had no space for mii and m sis so we had to take bus home...so ZiYing Followed us...When we reach Yishun, we went to Northpoint and had our dinner...then i went home first and play come and call HX...the game is maple...as HX also got play so i play also as it's kinda fun too...lol...</em></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><em>Then at nite then i went to sleep larz ofcoz...but still miss HX alot...=P</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111858475830485215?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1116923614012292872005-05-24T16:33:00.000-07:002005-05-24T01:33:34.016-07:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">Today is nothing to do at school...So boring...Even make mii feel so sleepy...So i went to took the cupon so that i can wonder around the school....lolx....but because the netball cupon had all been given away....so i took the batmiton cupon...but then,i went to see the netball instead....then i met Jason for sec4...he is a guy whom i met at Friendster and in the end,we became frenz.....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">He is a very nice and carying guy....today even gave mii a Finding Nemo sticker...this might seem childish...but the stickers are really cute!!!Then he always call mii not to stick with bad ppl like Yong Long And Xian Zhong.....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Today when i was with Hong Xian and Andy at North Point,i saw Yong Qiang,Jason and Tearens...they went into the vidio shop...at that time,i wanna leave the vidio shop badly and quickly...so we left...then while we are at the Comic Collection there i met Jason and he was eatting his dellifrance bread....he was complaning that it's very hot.... so we wwnt up back and he went to take a plastic bag and put his bread in to the plastic bag and we went on upstairs to shop...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">At that time, Hong Xian started to eletricfry ppl...dunno why suddenly like that..Well anyway...i kana his eletric for a bout 4 times....it so pain~...then we just went shopping and playing and laughting in northpoint....Then later Jason send mii home...we tok on the way home then later on, we realise that it's raining...the rain became more and more heavy...then we decided to run...by the time when it reach my house,we were all wet...our hair is wet..out shirt is wet or skirt and pant are wet too...then later on i went up back home and waited paciantly for him to add mii in MSN....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">THANKS A ZILLION JASON~!!!! THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111692361401229287?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1116156279198137502005-05-15T04:16:00.000-07:002005-05-24T01:12:57.226-07:00<span style="color:#00cccc;">It's after exam aready....but why am i still so stress?....Stress took over moii heart...maybe it's because it's happening so much at once....so much...so many.....yet no one notice......i have so much to tell you so much to ask for your help so much that really wanted to say...yet...some of them i cannot let you know yet...but if i really tell you all..will you all dun mention about it when you're face to face to mii?...i wanted to tell you all...but yet is afried you would ask mii so much to get the answer....haiz...that's what's i'm afried of......will you all dun ask mii any question if i tell you moii secret?......i better keep it a secret.....haiz....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111615627919813750?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1115049796110859692005-05-02T00:02:00.000-07:002005-05-02T09:05:00.383-07:00<span style="color:#3366ff;">Today Grandmama past away in the hospital....everone was sad...my mum cried....everone cried.....haiz...my mum didn't get the last word from Granmama....haiz...my mum was bewi sad...bewi bewi sad indeed...So Grand mama is dead...so they had a Fi-Ner-Rer lorz...My 3th aunt was so sad that she gone mad because of this...she keep on ask.."Where's moii Handphone arz?...where's moii Handphone arz?..."..then moii mum and her family will tell her where is it...but after a while she'll ask the same question...then after an hour or so the she start to ask another weird question...."Why am i here arz?...How did i come here?"...Then everone is bewi scard by now...stund by this weird question.....then my mum would explain everything to her and she will say.."oh~"...then later on ask the same question again.....then later,moii mum bring her upstairs to Grandmama house....then she start to say"i had a dream lea...i know i just had a dream larz...i just woke up only~...."...but she didn't sleep at all...so my last aunt ask her..."what dream did you have?"...then she say"...dunno lea...but i know i just have a dream and woke up liao larz~!!!"...then everone was bewi terrifry...then later on moii 3th aunt daughter ask her to take a bath and later on forch her to sleep....so sad for her....moii mum told me when she found out that Grandmama died,she cried and later on when the family had a meeting,she was crying...tears rolled down her cheek....but no sound was comming out from her...she didn't even talk untill she start to ask the questions.....haiz...hope mum don't become like her like that or i'll gone mad too...haiz...so sad today...sob sob....</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">WeLl...i'm SiGnInG Off....nite nite sleep tight...sweet dream....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111504979611085969?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1115048710120787712005-04-30T11:57:00.000-07:002005-05-02T08:45:10.120-07:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">Today i'm better le...but Grandmother gone to hospital le...she fainted because her vains in the brain burst....and so..fainted...and when the ambulance came,she stop breathing...but they save her and in the end mange to make her heart pum once agin...she's in the hospital now....Mum's bewi sad...because be4 Grandmother faint...she will tell Tuti(the maid) how much she miss moii mum as mum bewi long never go and visite her le...But mum didn't got the changh to visite her and she fainted....now mum visited her...but what's the use?...Grandmother is in a Co-ma and can't see mum....I'm bewi afried that she would pass away during the nite...Oh god...plz let my mum and Grand mother atleast have their last word and and atleast see each orther....oh god...plz just one last word and one last time for grand mother to see mum...just once god....just once...plz....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111504871012078771?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1115048276030282772005-04-22T22:46:00.000-07:002005-05-02T08:37:56.030-07:00<span style="color:#33ff33;">Today fall sick le...so sick untill dun really have strengt to type this...Well ok larz...still got strengt but bewi slow and keep on shivering.....I got heachach,sore,fever,flu and chough....see...so sick bah~....haiz then still got one more sickness...but dun wanna tell you all...later you all hide from mii then i'll be bewi sad...i dun like ppl to be scard of mii one marz...haiz.....well..i'll end here because i'm too weak to hang on typing like this......SiGnInG OfF....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111504827603028277?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1114165605478198322005-04-22T18:26:00.000-07:002005-04-22T03:26:45.480-07:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">Now i HE so kind to me and so nice to me even~...he's behaving just like my brother....and i told you liao that i haven forget him and he's still part of my heart rite...and now,he's my whold life~...he's just like moii heart...without him,i cannot live....so must as well die....i really luv him so much~!!!!!!Now-a-days even keep on make moii face and moii hair...luv him too much liao le larz....the more i think of him the crazyer i go...i...i....I LOVE YOU A LOT YO......opps..cannot say it out...wahahaha let you guess yourself.....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111416560547819832?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1113471959118037352005-04-14T17:46:00.000-07:002005-04-14T02:46:30.783-07:00<span style="color:#ffcc00;">At last Wee Teng they all became my frenz back liao all thanks to the Sea Shore Life programe....but i still gotta be care full not to be too action liao...if not later lose their frenzhip again then die liao...At sea Shore i pick up quite a number of Sea Shells and gave it all to Wee Teng...Even thought it's so nice and i wanna keep it but i noe that if i bring it back home i would sooner or later throw it away...So why not give it to someone and make then happy?....</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">I was think if i need to change back to the begaining self of this year you noe...but that's just not me...i'm a person who is playfulland quite childish one...marz....but...hiaz...dunno larz...dun think too much liao~...=P</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Haiz ...i'm still waiting for my bai Mar Wang Zhi lea....when will he come...coz i'm a person who i noe i'm quite fliet one marz...and also dun really noe what ture love really mean as i tried to be....Maybe the time hasn't come yet...maybe i needa wait for the rite time...maybe it's not this year and maybe it's not next year too maybe it couldn't even be the year after next year...haiz...just needa wait.....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111347195911803735?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1112707146420851492005-04-05T21:19:00.000-07:002005-04-05T06:19:06.420-07:00haiz...becoz of my wrong action Wee Teng they all dun friend me liao...i have to to my GHOS FRENZ about their behavio againest me...she say it becoz in MT calss i too action so they like that...they are treating me like in the Feb like that liao...My GHOS FRENZ also seems like as if she's keeping something from me....no even Wei Ni also dun friend me liao...why always me?.....haiz.....hope that the worry will be over soon~.even verna there also got problem with Wei Ni they all liao...haiz....i really can't take Sec life.feel like.....haiz....nvm....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111270714642085149?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1114165303658380422005-03-29T08:42:00.000-08:002005-04-22T03:27:51.623-07:00Hi yoz...so long never write le...haiz...now-a-days dunno what gotten in to me....lots of secret in my mind,soul and heart...can't even share it...haiz...not even here....i previouse time stead with ppl who i dun really like just to forget him....coz i know he dosen't love me at all....but when i got the feeling from daryl,then he brock up with me...then cry like hell lorz...so in the end i didn't get to forget him fully~.....so in the end...he's still part of my heart....haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111416530365838042?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11513307.post-1111075019177781712005-03-17T07:26:00.000-08:002005-03-17T07:56:59.183-08:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">Many things ha happened in my year in Northlans Sec....From love to Friendship....haiz...dunno where to starts....well i'll make it real short onthings that happened day in and day out....<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">After i break up with hx(go to <a href="http://www.mylovelifeblog.blogspot.com">www.mylovelifeblog.blogspot.com</a> to find out),i met another guy name Daryl....he's a 18 year old guy...(so what if he's 5 year older? i dun mind~) and i have his pic just recenly....so i steaded with him...we went to watch movie and it's so romantic~ he pay for my ticket you noe? But in the end...what he tell me? "Let's break becoz your parent dun not agree with you steading"all excues....that made me so sad.....and i still love him....<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">ok now for the friend part...it's kindda long you noe~...so bear with muie~<span style="color:#ff99ff;"><br /><br />One day Hwei ping suddenly ask me if i wan to stead with Winston(his bf).And i say no,then she suddenly said about his bf this and that then ask me "steady marz"...so i tot she say his bf nice anot so i say" steady arz"...then she suddenly said that she now go SMS his bf to break and then ask me to stead with him.So i got a shock and say i dun wan...then she suddenly sound so angry like that and start saying "i tot you just now say you wan,then now say dun wan"and so we argue a while then she sounds angry marz...i'm a person who is scard of ppl getting angry one marz so i agreed...but i did say if she with him i more happy...but she just get angryer.....<br /></span></span><span style="color:#3333ff;">Then when i went back to school,everyone noes about this liao and everone started to hate me except Verna...Verna i suce a nice person~...she belive in me even thought everyone said that it's my fault...then everone started to hate me even Wee Teng who means alot to me and Even Andy my BaoBei 'gan di' so i cute my self again and again to proof that i'm not the one to blame... Coz Hwei Ping told everyone stories and say untill like as if i'm stoling his bf like that and so everone hate me....i cut myself so deep than my blood keep on coming out non-stop....and it hurts....but...my heart hurt more than the cut...haiz....<span style="color:#ffcc00;">but when the truft came out,everyone belive me and started to say sorry..i felt happy not becoz they say sorry to me but becoz then became my friend again~....i really <em>treature then alot....i rea lly like then as my friends and god sister...but becoz of the incident Wei Ni let go out me so i was not longer her 'gan mei' but i really do hope that i will become her 'gan mei' again~....</em></span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">Well that's all that i have to add in the blog.....hope it's not taht long that you all are lasy to read~...oh~!!and one more thing,different coloure reflace my mood...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11513307-111107501917778171?l=baixuelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jasminenoreply@blogger.com0